Love trough Madness [ Pantalone x Dottore ]

Ending

Waking up he looks around the room and sees Dottore sitting on the couch with his head in his hands seeming stressed and nervous hoping that Pantalone would wake up. The man who just passed out slowly sits up in the bed and he watches how the other rushes to his side when he heard to commotion "you scared me" Dottore whispers and moves a hairlock out of Pantalone his face. "How are you feeling?" He asks and offers to give Pantalone a glass of water.

The regrator takes the glass and drinks the nice cold water as he hands it back to the doctor who sets it back in the night stand "i am sorry for scaring you. I feel tired. It is what i often had before where i pass out and have to remain in bed for a couple of days" he spoke and takes Dottore his hand in his giving him a smile.  "I will be alright for now" he whispers.

Dottore nods and holds Pantalone his hands back and gives countless of kisses onto his knuckles and arms "in a week we have a meeting...do you think you will be alright till then?" Seeing the other give him a nod he smiles at him and he moves the kisses up the other his arm as he purposefully kisses Pantalone all over to express the love he feels for him. It results in the both of them chuckle as they would cuddle afterwards with Dottore his head resting on Pantalone his chest to listen to his heartbeat as it soothed him.

When the week passes Pantalone his condition gets worse, and worse and worse so on the day of the meeting when Dottore was all ready to go he goes to Pantalone his bed and touches his cheek gently since well, he has gotten very slender in this week due to the lack of appetite and because of the illness as it saddens him to see him like this "i will be going now okay?"

Pantalone shakes his head taking Dottore his wrist and leans into his touch before he looks at him in his eyes "stay-...please"

"You know i cannot do that. This is a impor-..."

"This is my last day Dottore..." Pantalone whispers and they both fell really quiet after that.

The doctor was upset and taken back so he lets his head hang low. "Is that why you stayed up all night?" He spoke having tears form in his eyes since he does not want to let go. He does not want to let go of...this.

Pantalone gives him a nod but he keeps a smile on his face wiping the other his tears away from him his hands shaking due to how weak he is "yes-...i was looking at you. All those memories of us came in my mind and i could not stop looking away. I could not stop crying. I never noticed the very small scar that is left from when i scratched you untill now...it almost faded away"he chuckles weakly and makes Dottore look at him "lets marry today-... in the ballroom since that is the closest thing we can get to the balcony you proposed on since i cannot go outside... after that i will use all my strength for one final dance before you carry me to bed like a husband should" he smiles at Dottore who has tears streaming down his face at a rapid pace.

Dottore sees Pantalone is not crying, he sees he is content and fine with what is about to happen. He seems happy to what he has accomplished in life and he knows Pantalone accepts death with open arms at this point so he just gives the other a nod "lets marry yes, dance and i will carry you to our room, in our bed, i will hold you in my arms so you wont be alone, i will hold you close so you share my body heat, you will rest your head on my chest so that you can hear it beating just for you and only you" Dottore cried out resting into Pantalone his touch.

Pantalone has a tear rolling down his cheek "you know...it is rude to see the bride before getting married" he smiles softly at Dottore before another tear falls "let us get dressed" he whispers trying to change the subject since he does not want to see Dottore cry in the moment.

Dottore nods and he stands up giving Pantalone a kiss onto his head "i will get a maid to help you" he whispers and with that he leaves the room wiping his tears knowing he shoukd smile for Pantalone knowing that would make him very happy. He gets in the suit he wore when he proposed to Pantalone and styles it exactly how Pantalone did it that night. Once he is done he takes a deep shaky breath and want to breakdown right then and there but he has to remain strong so he heads to the ballroom where he stood and waited but hearing the doors open he turns around and looks at Pantalone walk in with the help of a maid. They both stare at eachother with a smile on his face. Dottore knows the clothing of that night would be too big for Pantalone right now so he is wearing something else yet it is still one of those elegant suits in a very very light creme close to white with silver accessories.  Dottore was speechless as a tear rolls down his face, from how the light was hitting the other, the way he smiles at him, the outfit and the way he looks reminds Dottore of a angel, will he look this beautiful in the afterlife?