Sanders sides

The aftermath of 🖤 dark knight 🖤

Credit for this goes to: Jessicachap7
Warning:
Self-harm
Self-blaming
Cutting
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Remus: you..what?

Janus: I LOVE HIM! HE WAS MY KIHGT, MY SHINING LIGHT, MY ROMAN!...but now...he..he actually gone...and I have no knight, no shining light.... And...

As he suddenly breaks down and screams in pain. Remus hugs him but Janus pushes him away and goes to his room. Janus locks the door and punches his arm in anger and with tears in his eyes.

Janus: I'M SORRY!!!...IF I WOULDN'T HAVE TAKE THAT HIT INSTEAD OF YOU!...YOU WOULD BE HERE!

He looks at the picture of him and Roman first kiss and crying pain. He gets up and goes to lay down on his bed still crying and screaming in pain.

Janus:
I walked in your room this morning
I don't know why (2x)
Your brother walk by to say hello
I started to cry (2x)
Every place we ever walked
And every place we talked
I miss you..you never leave my mind
So much of you is left behind
You~
Took my days
With you~
Took my nights
With you~
Those unfinished Conversation
We use to have still speaks to me
And I write you letters everyday
That I never send and you'll never seen
All these wishful thinking gets me nowhere
I can't stay though my heart is broken
It keeps breaking everyday!!
You~
Took my hopes
With you~
Took my dreams
With you~
I keep that you will coming
Everyone says that is all in my head
And I can't accept it yet
I'm not ready to just give in
I know I can live live in this pain!
With this feeling of regret
I can't comprehend this and pretend
That I don't care, every place I want to be
I want to see you there!!!

Janus sods and whined on one of his pillows and hiccups after.

Janus:
You~
Took my life
With you~
*hiccups*
Took my world...
With you~...
I miss you so much Ro..

The next day
Janus didn't come out of his room. Remus knocks on his door and asked if he was okay and Janus responds to go away. 2 hours later Thomas summons all of the sides but Janus didn't rise up so Thomas summons him again and it had work but only seeing Janus cutting his right arm. Logan grads the knife away from him and Janus looks at him with red puffy eyes. The others were shocked when they had look into Janus eyes. Janus sucks down for going to his room not even say a word. 3 hours passed and Virgil decided to go check of Janus and went to his room to notice that blow his door was blood slowly coming out from inside the room. Virgil eyes went wide and he quickly kicks the door open to see Janus laying on the floor with a big scar across his chest. He rush to his side and check to see if he still have a plus which he still does. Virgil picks him up and lays down on his bed gently then quickly go gets banged for the big cut. 2 minutes later Janus opens up his eyes and turns his head to see Virgil sitting on a chair.

Virgil: what the hell were you thinking?!

Janus:..I'm sorry it was just.. I had miss Roman so much that I decided to kill myself for so that way I can join with him..not like you and the others because you didn't care that he was gone or have been replaced.

Virgil:..actually I did but..the others didn't care and didn't mind at all...so I decided that maybe it was for the best of Thomas and pretend that I also didn't care..but I still did...

Janus gets up but gets hurt by the big cut on his chest. Virgil puts an ice bag on Janus chest to heal off the pain. Janus tears up and breaks down a little bit while Virgil pulls him to a huge to make him clam down a little.

Janus:.. I-I wish that I was the one taking that hit and have been replace instead of him..

Virgil: but don't you think he would have been in the same station that you have been in the past couple of hours?

Janus wipes his tears away and coughs a little bit.

Janus: I guess your right about that..

Virgil: of course I'm right..

Janus looks down and blushes a little bit. He then pull himself away from the huge and Virgil blushes a bit while started to look from the right side. Janus moves his hand slowly to Virgil's and started to hold it then Virgil quickly kiss him on the lips and looks away. Janus turns a shade of pink and slowly fells down to the floor.

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Hey everyone!
If you are getting a little bit confused on how did Roman died and got replace. Make you read the dark knight on Jessicachap7  sanders sides book to make sure your catching on of it.