Fixation

"Here you go," Naruto handed over his children each a scroll. It was made from the finest parchment on the market and it was in a golden and black case that when opened revealed a letter Naruto had handwritten to each of his children individually. "You can choose to share your letters with others or with each other, maybe to even your Papa. But those words are my words to my heirs, my legacy, my children, my darling shadows."

He looked down. "I know you've all been struggling to find your fixation, your Papa bonded to me when we were just kids so the pressure is immense but please take your time and be careful to who you attach your sanity as I would never want harm to befall any of you. I know you all wanted me as your fixation and I'm so honored but I'm so sorry I can't fulfill that request. I would love to but not in this life, perhaps in the next life should the Nara Fixation change." 

His boys started crying but Naruto needed to get this out now. "On those parchments are all the thoughts I've ever had towards any of you during your time in Papa's womb and watching you grow up. All my hopes and dreams I've ever had including you. The advice I wish to give and promises I will never break. I love each and every one of you and this is the closest thing I can give you as me being your fixation. I know it's not much but this is the only way I've been able to convey my feelings. I love you shadows." 

Shikarui was the first to latch his chain around the scroll and Naruto was surprised as the twins followed suit, it was instantaneous, with no hesitation. They hadn't even read Naruto's words. Naruto hugged his children close gripping them tightly as they cried together. He felt Shikamaru's unease when it came to watching his children trying to find a fixation. He didn't have faith in other humans because he and Shikamaru weren't exactly highly moral people. They were selfish and greedy, only caring for the people that cared for them. 

Maybe there were good people for their children to trust but Naruto would rather his children rest their fixation on an object, the people of this new generation were not accustomed to war, they were fickle and weak-minded. While harsh it was true, Naruto brought peace and peace had a way of bringing weak people and with weak people, it will only be a matter of time before harsh times are created yet again. He just hoped that by then his children and their children and their children's children were on their way out from this accursed world. Shikamaru chose him because he was headstrong, he didn't back away from the standards he set, and Naruto couldn't see anyone like him in this new generation for his children. 

He was honored that his children wanted to bond with him and after speaking with Konohamaru he changed his perspective on Nara Fixations. He didn't understand why some of the clan chose objects or animals, everyday items Naruto would use as sentimental objects for their attention but having children, he could feel what Shikaku probably felt when Shikamaru admitted he chose a human to fixate on. The dread that this person was walking around, carelessly dangling his son's sanity by fingertips. He understood the council and why they wanted to lock him down, he would be tempted to do the same just to keep his children safe. 

'Time really does put things into perspective. Shikamaru and I were so naive back then, drunk on kiddie love.' 

He didn't regret it though. It was a time of war and he needed to get stronger. 

"We love you too Dad," Shikadai murmured in his neck. "Thank you so much, we'll make you proud." 

Naruto smiled. "I don't doubt it for a second." 

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"You've been keeping these long enough," Naruto ran his hand down Shikamaru's back and landed on his ass, he pried his cheeks apart to reveal the first of many anal beads he had shoved into Shikamaru that very morning. "Look at you, clenching your rim around this fucking placeholder. Should I pull them out?" 

"Yes, please take it out," Shikamaru cried. "It's messing me up." He buried his face into the pillows as Naruto pulled the first bead out. "Ah! Naruto!" 

"Relax I know you're on edge but you need to trust me," Naruto whispered in his ear, he was caged over the Nara who looked and felt so small under him. He loved it, the demon inside him nestled in Shikamaru's neck, dragging his fangs against his most sensitive places. He bit down into his neck, dragging out two more beads as he indulged in Shikamaru's voice cracking in pleasure. His cock throbbed he wanted so much more. He was obsessed with Shikamaru's body, he loved his body deeply. 

"It's pressing on my prostate," He drooled as Naruto finally slipped the rest of them out, a pool of clear lube oozed out of Shikamaru as Naruto fingered him open. He was loose, squirming as Naruto added more fingers to dig deep inside him. "Fuck, Naruto I need help, please your cock." 

Naruto chuckled darkly. "I need you to be a bit more patient. It's been so long since I've eaten you out." 

Just as he had said it, in the next breath Naruto's tongue was deep inside Shikamaru, and the heat engulfed his tongue and he couldn't help his greediness as he tongued his husband who had now begun squirting as he came, he couldn't hold it in as Naruto overpowered him so easily. Naruto was obsessed with his ass, his body trembled as Naruto was working him up to a second orgasm but right as he was on the edge Naruto pulled away. A whine was caught in his throat as Naruto stroked his thighs and turned him over on his back. 

"Naruto," Shikamaru's voice was breathless as he was sprawled on his back, Naruto kissing down his body. The blonde was showing his more fierce features, a blue tint shrouded them from the silencing seals taped to the walls as Shikamaru became more vocal. "You're teasing." 

"I just have to show you something," Naruto chuckled as he slipped inside Shikamaru who tore the sheets between his sharp nails. "We're a bit animalistic aren't we?" 

Shikamaru laughed as well, pulling Naruto down to kiss as the blonde started rocking into him, picking up the pace as Shikamaru whined in his mouth, gripping his back possessively. Their fangs clashed, and the danger heightened as their tongues fought, making a mess of their mouths as they got rougher with each other. The echoing of Naruto's forceful thrusts as he pounded into his husband was driving the Uzumaki up a wall. Shikamaru had always been unique when it came to their bedroom activities. He was so submissive but at times he was dominant, only when Naruto fucked him silly did he become a mess of his former self. 

"I'm coming again," Shikamaru was breathless as he was railed in. "I want more, please give me more." 

Naruto latched onto Shikamaru's nipples, biting him while fondling his other pectoral. "Greedy baby, such a greedy baby. I'll give you a good load." 

Shikamaru didn't doubt him. Naruto was always one to please himself and the others around him. 

A/N- Merry Christmas! Love you guys!