The mysterious human?~foolsamponk!

~Losing control?~ Chapter 6

Ponks POV

The more we waited tor Phil and Krisz the more anxious I got.

I had promised that ill use my powers a bit yesterday to Kris; which means exactly what it means. I cant do that! And you already know why. The rest of breakfast was me being anxious and paranoid all morning.

When they finally appeared I bit my lip, though oviously no one could see it, under my mask.
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Kris and Phil both came along at some point and did there normal thing. Baiscally telling us what we were foing today; even though they told us yestersday. I could feel my hands vibrated so I stimed by shaking my hands. It helps my relax alot.

Everyone got up at began following Kris and Phil to the training area. Even though I was at the front I waited till everyone was infront so I could be at the back, obviously Punz and Purpled stayed behind with me.

Foolishs POV

To say at the least I couldnt concentrate while walking. My mind was running with thoughts of Ponk. Like what Is he is Me and Sams soulmate?

But other than that another thing I have noticed is that he gets very anxious when it comes to training. He like starts to shake, like Violently. He might not realise but its very visible. Me and Sam always sees him start shaking no matter what.

Though, when we were all beginning to get up Ponk and the other two didn't. Then once everyone was at the front they finally got up. Maybe Ponk wanted to be at the back?. I dont know.

Ponk's POV

As we were walking I could see Foolish slightly keep glancing back at me, I would always look away though, ive never been one for eye contact.

We had finally arives at the practice arena and we all stood in a line like last time. Purpled gave me his hand and I squeezed it hard because of how anxious I was. While Phil and Kristin where talking about whatever they were talking about my mind went back to this morning...specifically the dream I had. It wasnt the first time I had those sort of dream. One time I had a dream about this big red egg? I dont know.

Normal dreams are like super rare for me, its one of the reasons I dont like sleeping. If I dont sleep I dont get weird dreams. Though I do try to get sleep as much as I can (Dont wanna start hallucinating now do we?) I was snapped into reality by Purpled pulling my hand.

"Come on Ponk, we need to start practicing", He said to me. I nodded my head and we began to walk to the place we went to last time. When we was there (it took like 1 minute or so to get there) we began to get ready, i made sure to take of atleast 1 of my gloves and set it down were I had put my phone.

I turned around to see Purpled already ready. We began to do the same thing as last time: he shoots at me and I dodge. Ive never been one for fighting, cause' I have really good dodgeing skills. This went on for a while, then I looked over to Kristen and Phil and Kristen was giving a sort of weird stare. I realise the reason shes giving me the stare is because last time I did promise here that I was gonna use my abilitys at least once.

I began walking over to Purpled which made him confused. I wispered in her ear about how I had promised Kristen that next time we did this I would use 1 of my abilities. Purpled looked at me with his eye browns rised he nodded his head and went back to a still standing position. I nodded my head and began slowly walking backwards to the place I was before. I lifted up my hand that didnt have its glove on. I slowly start lifting Purpled in the air but fear toke over me and I accidently threw him straight into a dream.

As his head hit the trunk tears started to flood over my eyes. 'I just..." My breath started slightly picking up, I fell to the ground pulling my knees up to ky chest. As my vision was beginning to get blurry I began to hear a voice "Po..k!" "P..nk!" "Ponk!"
My vistion started to clear up as I looked up to see Purpled and Punz standing over me and someone else? Oh.. its Kristen.

I looked away feeling like a failure.

I couldn't do a simple thing like use telekinesis. I ended up throwing Purpled into a goddarm tree! I began to dig my face further into my knees. 'God im such a failure', I say to myself. I began to stand up which makes al of them back away. I walk over to Purpled and gave him a big hug. "Im sorry...", I say, trying not to burst into tears; it was very visible in my tone of voice. "Hey hey! Its not your fault okay, we all know that youve never been ablr to control your powers and that okay!", he says trying to confort me.

"How about you 3 go rest somewhere, like a bench down the path.", I nod my head and we all began walking. Me making sure to keep my head low. I felt so scared to even look at anyone now. We got to a bench and sat down Punz' hand rubbing my back. They kept resurrecting me thats its okay. But in reality, its not, I know that everyone makes mistakes but does a normal person make mistakes everyday? I dont know. I look down to see a pretty pink flower. I pick it up and examine it. It had white, pink and light pink. All of the colours going into a tone/gradient pattern. The middle was a bright yellow which made me smile. It was like that yellow was the colour of happyness. That smile soon faded tho I looked down again.

'Im such a f*cking failure'

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Chapter 6 of 'The Mysterious human?'