My Tubby || Lars Ulrich x Reader

My Mistake

"So what's our next stop?" I ask with my hands stuffed in my pockets to warm them from the coolish fall weather, walking along a sidewalk with Lars by my side

"You'll see, just wait. We're almost there" he says while keeping his eyes in front of him

"You know, it's kinda crazy." I say to fill in the silence "what?" He says " We met, how many nights ago? Three? Four? Not only are we going on a date, but we also slept in the same bed half ass naked.." I say the last part quietly. He snickers at my remark, "Also that I'm nobody really important, and you're a drummer for one of the most famous bands, pretty weird" I add on

"I'm very impatient with things I'm interested in" he finally looks at me "Do you like hiking?" He asks

"Never tried it" I say plainly "shit, that's relieving" he laughs under his breath. "It shouldn't be much, just a nice place" he says while pulling one hand from his pockets to brush his hair out of his face, though it just falls right back to the same place, which was kinda hot

Going from the pretty sidewalk, we walk towards a more dirty-ish part of the town and go through some woods "I know it looks pretty sketchy, but I swear it's not, just a shortcut" he says after noticing the small worry on my face

"I trust you"

We walk up a few hills and over branches, and got to a steep hill with tree roots lined up it like stairs

"Here, I'll go up first and help you" he says, going ahead and climbing up
Once he's up and balanced, her gets down on his knees and holds out his hand "Come on" he waves his hand before I plant my feet onto the roots and climb up, gripping his hand for support

"I really think you're going to like this place" he says as he starts walking again, I follow behind him, stepping over logs and sticks

"Just over here" he says , walking out of the tree line
"Wow, this is beautiful" I say

He'd taken me to a field full over flowers of all kinds "I knew you'd like it" he turned towards me and smiled

"Like it? I love it Lars" I smile back

We walk further into the field and lay down near each other

(Actually terrible but I wanted to do smt nice❤️)

"Hey, Mari. When do you think that songs gonna be done?" Lars asks me, making me over towards him

"I don't know actually, if I can work hard enough then it shouldn't be long. I'm thinking of a drum solo" I say "That would be awesome!" He smiles at me with excitement, showing the gap between his teeth. "Having a nice guitar solo of course, I might let Kirk help me write it though" I say "can I help you? he asks with a soft, curious voice. "Of course you can" I laugh

"Hey are those roses?" I ask with slight happiness "Looks like it" he replies. I stand up and walk over to the patch of red flowers and sit near them "I love roses" I say, looking up at Lars, who had followed me over. He squats down too and sits next to me, reaching out to pick one. I watch him bring it up to me and stick it behind my ear, our faces being close

Did he means to sit this close to me? Is one of us leaned towards the other too far? Am I supposed to kiss him? Is he supposed to kiss me? Should I kiss him? I want to but does he want to.

We look at each other hesitantly, I need this. This is all I've ever wanted.

"Can I—" I cut him off by quickly pushing our lips together, raising my hand to his cheek. He leans in closer to deepen the kiss, laying his hand on my thigh for support. As the kiss deepens, I move my hand to his shoulder and pull myself closer to him, pressing my chest against his. He moves his hand from my thigh up towards my ass and stops at my hip, using this to pull my waist close to him, making it uncomfortable and hard to keep myself up. I don't want to get away from him. What do I do? I hitch my leg and straddle him, making him groan when I set myself down on his lap. I felt his tongue trying to press through my lips, and his hands slide down to grip my ass on both sides, and I let him. In this moment, I couldn't even think, I could only notice his touch, his scent, the sounds he made and what our mouths made when we would move them ever so slightly, and his taste, his soft lips. Finally we pull apart for air, I realize what had happened

"Holy shit, im so sorry" I climb off of him. "No, it's okay" he says holding his hands up "No! It's not okay Lars, I just made out with you!" I panic

"Let's just head back to the hotel, alright? Not cause something big" he says standing up and reaching for my hand "we can finish off the day there instead"

I loved the kiss, but it didn't feel right. It felt wrong to kiss him, but it felt so good to do it. I love him but does he love me? Was he worth it to give myself to? Maybe we can pretend it didn't happen? Move on with our lives and pretend nothing happened. But I agreed to staying with him.. do I back out? Maybe deal with it. I'm a big girl, I can tell him what I want and don't want, and he's a good guy, he will listen to me, he'll respect my decisions. I'll have to suck things up and talk to him later

A/N

I finally pushed myself through it!😭 this was so hard to write and it was so short and moved really fast, just totally imagine they were on their date for most of the day. And for the drawing, yes I made that. And I COMPLETELY gave up on Lars💀 if Mari doesn't look how you imagined, feel free to use your imagination to change her❤️ and pretend there's tons of flowers everywhere👍 Anyway, hope you liked the chapter😈😈😈😈