As It Was

Chapter 4

I never met him, and quite frankly I'm glad I never did. However, he affected me without even realizing it. He hurt the man I love every single day of his life. It really pained me to see my lover mentally and physically not ok. He did a great job faking it in front of me or not making it a big deal, but I knew something was wrong. He just didn't want me to worry...he's very sweet and caring despite his appearance and job occupation. I never wanted to pressure him into telling me, but I really worried about him everyday. The love of my life told me that I'm glad to have never met that man, now I understand why that is. He turned my lover into something disgusting, a monster who never recognized me...a monster who loses so much more then anyone else should experience. I want to kill the man responsible for this, and I might get that chance.

Atsushi gave Akutagawa's neck hickies as Akutagawa held his head where it was as he filled the room with moans. His eye lids hung half way down his eyes as he panted. Akutagawa bit his lip and smiled while moaning. His cheeks blushed a deep red as Atsushi moved his face out of his neck and looked at him.

"What a beautiful man..." He said as Akutagawa looked at him. "Being a Weretiger....I have high amounts of energy and stamina when I'm in a state like this."

"Oh good baby." Akutagawa held his cheeks.

"Look at how submissive you are." Atsushi bit his lip. "So beautiful...I need to continue to see you like this, it turns me on so bad..."

Meanwhile at Chuya's house, he stared at his glass of wine and held his phone in his hand. He then looked at Dazai's contact name and bit his lip. Chuya slammed his phone down and put a fist to his mouth while looking out the window. He held his wine glass and drink more wine.

"You kill me every single fucking day...I know you aren't good for me...but I still love you..." Chuya held his clothes on his chest tight with his hand. "So much...it fucking hurts." He shed tears and looked down. "Dammit."

  The next morning, Mori sat at his desk at the Port Mafia as he stared down at his clear desk. He finished all his tasks today as he thought about a fitting punishment for Akutagawa if Dazai doesn't do it soon. He looked at the clock, seeing it's almost time for everyone to come into work.

"Elise dear." Mori said as she looked at him. He looked at her drawing, seeing it's of a building up in flames. Mori stared at it and then looked at her. "Umm...what's that sweetheart?"

"I'm not sure...just a building that will burn up soon." She said and smiled at Mori. Mori stared at it still. There was no color to it, just a pencil outline, it can be any building...right?

"Ok...Umm...I wanted to ask what you would like for breakfast. I can have some of the chefs here cook you something unless you want something somewhere else."

"Can I have pancakes!?" She shouted with a smile as Mori smiled and nodded.

"And some fruit to go along with it." He said and picked up his desk phone. Elise rolled her eyes and looked down at her paper. Mori glanced over at her and stared her. She moved it to the side and began to draw a new one with her crayons. This time it was flowers. Mori sighed with relief and called to the kitchen downstairs. He stared at the rotary phone while he waited.

"Good morning boss!"

"Good morning to you too, I wanted to ask if breakfast is available now."

"It is! We just opened the kitchen."

"Oh great!" He said with a smile. "I'll have an order of pancakes, fresh fruit, and the breakfast style number one."

"And chocolate milk!" Elise shouted as Mori looked at her and smiled.