"You don't Love Me Anymore"

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When I say "you don't love me anymore" it's because I notice all the little things that have changed..
It's how you no longer feel bad for leaving me on read for hours..
How when we're together you're mad at me a third of the time and don't feel the need to tell me..
It's how you feel under appreciated but never notice the little things I do..
It's how you stopped trying with the little things..
It's how you sometimes aren't there when I need you the most..
It's how I don't always feel heard, how my feelings are overlooked at times..
It's how you don't know that I've noticed that you're no longer as happy with me because the love is fading..
It's how you're fine with being cold even though you know it hurts me..
It's how you'd rather be upset than talk to me and work things out..
It's how communication is no longer as important to you..

And now, I've gotten used to the "ghosting" I can't say I've accepted it because I never will. This wouldn't be acceptance, it would be suppression of my own emotions in order to tolerate something I will never be ok with.

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