What's Beyond Those Icy Stares

~ He's Mad ~

It's already lunch and I'm walking towards the cafeteria.
~ hey I heard that Eugene shouted at you ?Is that true?~
Out of nowhere Stanley popped out, ahhh a real mushroom.
I sighed. And nod.
~ I'm sorry, I'll apologize on his behalf ~ he said.
~ no need we're good now ~ I utter.

I sit beside Terrence and besides me Stanley sat.
~ Where's Roge? ~ I asked.
~ she's at the clinic, she's not feeling good lately ~ Jayden explained.
~ Really? ~ I asked, Eugene stood up and walked away.
Where is that guy heading?
We started eating. We still have time and we chatted for a while until I saw Roge with Eugene.
They were laughing, and having their own moment.
I gulped. How big is that smile
I never saw him slime that wide.
~ I want to grab a drink, who wants to come? ~ I asked.
Stanley stood up and we both went to the nearest vending machine and bought drinks.

( While walking)

~ Are you interested in males?
I mean not to offend you but you seems to not care about males at all it's like you're just a good friend to them, are you,,,,,, lesbian? ~ he curiously asked that made me laugh.
~ To be honest I don't know either..... Wahahha I just don't feel my self liking guys and girls but I do have preferences in features and attitudes. ~ I explained.
~ Ahhhh okay now it's clear ~ he said and nod. After that we both head back.
We both take our sits and opened my self a can of my drink, we also shared the drinks.

I looked at Roge, she seems to struggle a little opening her drink.
~ Hey Terrence open the drink for her. ~ I said but Eugene take it from Roge and opened it by himself.
He looked at me. What's with his look? I asked Terrence to do it why did he have to open Roge's drink... Does Eugene like Roge?
I almost choked and cough so hard my eyes are about to cry.... I pinched my self secretly heyyyy are you somewhat jealous?
Stop being paranoid get your self a grip someone is massaging my back I looked at it and it was Terrence we was so worried and
anxiousness is drawn over his face I held his hand and placed it at the table after lay lowing.
~ What are you thinking making you cough so hard your about to die? Can you be a little careful your disturbing others ~ Eugene exclaimed angrily.
I

looked at him why is he mad? Did I do something wrong? Hello!! He should be at least worried but he's mad.
I just stayed silent.
I can't bring my self to talk I drank Stanley's water and walked my way. I don't care who follows me all I know is my feet is dragging me towards the clinic.
I met nurse Kim, she smiled at me sweetly.
~ Jace are you hurt? ~ she asked worriedly.
If only I know what pains me inside right now I can answer her freely. But I don't. I sighed.
~ Nurse Kim can you wake me up before the bell rings? ~ I asked and she nod.
~ Of course feel free to sleep for a while. ~ she said and I take the vacant bed and sleep this hard and heavy feeling of mine.

~ Hey  how long have you been here? ~ Vespian asked while I rub my eyes.
~ I thought you went to your dorm we were so worried, good thing Eugene left his phone here ~ Kai explained
There were no sunlight coming from the window. What time is it now?
~ Where's Jayden? Where's Roge what time is it now? ~ I asked confusedly.
~ I let the girls go home.. I'll contact Roge about you staying here at the clinic... can you at least tell us where you're heading to you're  making me fucking worried about you. ~ he hissed.
~ Then don't go near me, if I'm making you hell worried, don't go looking for me every time I'm not around,,, I'm not even a friend to you so why would I tell you my whereabouts. ~ I calmly but hardly said. I stood up and grabbed my bag. Not waiting for any second I went to the nearest bus stop and waited for a bus.

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Suddenly the rain starts to pour.
~ Uhhhhggg, now this is the weather trying to calm me with rain, are we feeling the same thing? ~ I'm all drenched with water.
The rain is getting heavy ahhhh my things will soon get wet.
From a far someone is running towards his scent I know him. I don't want to be close to him or even talk to him after shouting at me.
Luckily the bus arrived and I fastly went in after sitting out eyes locked for seconds he was holding 2 umbrellas.
I closed my eyes while I feel the cold breeze of the Aircon I'm really sure I'll get sick tomorrow.

After heading to my dorm I wash my self and went to my bed. I'm tired but reminiscing moments that happened earlier it made me more tired.
Why does he get mad out of nowhere, is he somewhat traumatized when someone is coughing.
Fuck. I throw my pillow.
Ahhgggghh .
My phone is ringing, I'm not in a mood to answer any calls.
Then it ring again and again I looked at it it was Terrence. I sighed and answer.
~ what? ~ I asked.
~ I called you many times but when Terrence is the one call in ng you y of ur easy to pick up. Do you like him. ~
It's Eugene's voice and his sounds angry.
~ I didn't answer the call because it's Terrence I didn't even looked at my phone while you were calling, I don't even know that your the one calling me. I just happen to answer the call because of annoyance. Why do I even need to explain everything to you, it's like you understand me at all. ~ I hissed, I'm so mad I drop the call. And covered my self with blanket.
Achoo....