My cold sweetheart (Killua fanfiction)

Darkening the sky and my heart.

Previously...
He took me in his warm embrace planting a kiss on my head.
The snow storm was getting closer. The snow was thicker and the air was colder.
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You could see the snow storm in the distance. It was so close but so far away at the same time. I was on my way back to Killua's apartment, my bones starting to hurt from the cold seeping in.

"Let's go home and warm up." He said softly.

He suddenly took me by surprise and started carrying me. He ran as fast as he could but it seemed as the snow never ended.

Arriving at the door I quickly sat on the couch.

"Here have a blanket." Killua said throwing me a blanket.

"Thanks." I said while catching it. he sat next to me and held me close to his chest.

"You should go take a hot shower. I'll go look for something you can wear." He kissed my head and stood up.

Everything is getting darker and colder.

I entered the bathroom and opened the shower arranging it so hot water came out. Throwing my clothes next to the sink I entered the shower. As the hot water poured over me I cried.

Why is this happening? Why can't the storm go away! It's not only darkening the blue sky but also my heart. I feel like not even Killua can help me... It was all to good to be true. It's like my heart is a movie and the world seems to enjoy tragedies the most.

Stepping out of the shower I took a towel and wrapped it around my body. I slowly opened the door slowly going outside.

"Um, Killua..."

"Wait a minute let me get the clothes." He suddenly went out of a room with some clothes. Handing them to me.

"Oh um s-sorry!" He looking away while blushing. I took the clothes and headed back to the bathroom. I put on my underwear, looking at the shirt he brought me. I put it on, it reached mid-thigh. It smelled like his cologne.

I came out of the bathroom and sat on the couch waiting for Killua to come back. I grasped the blanket next to me and laid on my side.

Why am I feeling sad when I should be happy that I'm no longer alone? I closed my eyes sighing. After what seemed like a few minutes Killua came and laid next to me. He played with my hair while I "slept".

"Neva I seriously am in love with you. I'm in love with how soft your hair is. I'm in love with your soft voice. I love how you are so humble and timid, unique. I never thought I would find someone who would make me feel again. You are so beautiful that I seriously can't imagine myself with you because it seems like a dream. But... I feel like I need to let you go. What I'm feeling is like when you place a bird in a cage. It's nature is to fly and be free not to be caged. Being locked up, the bird no longer recognizes it's true nature and becomes weak. Slowly the bird becomes sad and depressed. The person who caught the bird is torn between the bird's safety or his own feelings. The difference is that I know what I have to do." Killua said with sadness.

I slowly opened my eyes and looked at him. Slowly getting lost in his blue eyes. He looked at my lips and slowly leaned in. When our lips touched it felt like electricity. It wasn't a rushed kiss, it was a soft kiss. We parted and I placed my head on his chest closing my eyes. His heart was beating rapidly like mine. No words needed to be exchanged anymore. Our hearts spoke every language needed to compose a song of our love and sadness.

Killua every time I see you, I fall harder inside the chasm of love. But I can't deny that something feels off.

The storm was currently on top of us. Darkening the sky and my heart. Making me colder and weaker. Th silence of when you reach the center of a hurricane haunting me. This storm is a reminder that I happiness can't be taken for granted. It can be ripped from you at any moment, just like a fleeting illusion.

But what I'm feeling for Killua is as clear as the sky after the storm. Even if the storm left a mess, it simply is a beautiful mess.

The storm was getting bigger surpassing the dark night sky. I saw as it covered the shining stars making them invisible to the eye. Erasing them from existence, no trace of them left. Making the moon forget about the star who shone next to it.

Opening my eyes I was get hit by the whiteness that surrounds me.

It can't be. Not again.

The snow...
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Author's Note
Hey guys! Hope you all liked this chapter! This story is reaching an end. But I already had an idea when it was going to end because it's a short story. Actually I was going to make it like three chapter long but I really liked the way it was going so I made it longer but yeah. Please vote and comment.

Love you all, Stay Beautiful!
~Truffs