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Destiny Franklin

"Fuck Chris." Destiny moaned as he went deeper. He placed a hand on her stomach and kissed her lips.

"You feel me?" He questioned. "mhm." She moaned pushing his lower stomach. "Yes." She moaned out in pleasure.

"It's big ain't it baby?" He questioned with his deep voice. "mmm.... Yes baby." She moaned as she climaxed.

"Aww fuck." He cursed. "You Gon have my fuckin kids?" He questioned. "mmm...yes." she moaned. He grunted as he nutted in her.

••••••••••

"Imma show you sum." Mahzi pointed in destiny's face. "what are you talking about?" She questioned.

She stared ahead and realized something. She felt so clean and she hadn't showered since she had sex with Chris....she realized it was made up in her head. It never happened.

"Nun." He shook his head. "imma take my daughter tonight." He spoke. "but tomorrow's Christmas." Destiny spoke.

"Ok? I wanna be with my daughter. Ion want her with her fucked up inna head ass mama." He explained as he walked to her room. Destiny shrugged walking over to the couch. She sat down.

"That's fine. I had something to do tonight anyways." Destiny shrugged. "What? Get a train ran on you again?" He asked. "no , Amare wasn't available. Only Chris was." She spoke and he laughed in a scary manner.

"You think shit is a game?" He questioned walking to the living room where she sat.

"It's not , and Ian fuckin playing with you." He mugged. "talking bout. You got sum to do....what else do you have to do besides spend Christmas with your daughter?" He questioned.

She shrugged. "Mahzi you just said you wanted her at your house. I want her here but I'm not gonna argue with you so just take her." She spoke.

He walked away and to get Ohani. Destiny laid on the couch staring ahead.

She heard whispering and just ignored it. She knew she was going through a psychotic break and it was driving her crazy.

"Destiny." She heard. "hm?" She looked up at Mahzi. He held his head down. "what's wrong?" She asked. "nothing...I'm sorry." He started.

Mahzi stood peeking behind the wall at destiny talking to herself. His heart slowly broke.

"Wait....your not Mahzi...." She spoke and the body slowly faded. She watched with fear in her eyes.

"Destiny." Mahzi walked up with Ohani in hand. She screamed and kicked at him as he walked over.

"Nooo." She screamed as she climbed on the couch. Tears ran down her face as she screamed.

Mahzi backed away and Ohani began crying. He picked his daughter up and watched destiny.

He swallowed the lump in his throat as she calmed down.

She caught her breath and looked over at Mahzi and Ohani. She stood up and walked over.

"Ohani..." She started and Mahzi backed away. He walked to the door and she sighed. He grabbed her bag and opened the door.

When Mahzi had always said he wanted a crazy girl , this was not what he meant.

"Bye hani. I love you..." Destiny spoke as her daughter cried into mahzis chest.

Destiny shut the door without locking it. She slid down the door. She cried and cried as whispering filled her ears.

She screamed loudly as she called her fist up. She was trapped. There was no escaping her mind.

She sniffled as she calmed down. Destiny slowly stood up and looked left and right as she made her way to her bedroom. She grabbed a paper and a pen.

She sniffled as she heard laughing. She cried as she began to write.

To whoever finds me....

I've fought with mental illness since I was a minor. Well over ten years. I've reached my breaking point and I am so sorry I wasn't strong enough. I'm so sorry my sweet Ohani. I always have loved you. You made me so happy, and you changed my life for the best. I'm so sorry I did this to you baby. It's so selfish of me but I am suffering and this is the only way I see out. I love you beautiful girl. And Mahzi. We've been through so much together and this is the end. I'm sorry. I still love you. I did even want to marry you. I'm sorry I did this to you. Take good care of our angel. Mom....I know we haven't always had a good relationship but I'm sorry. I do love you. With this being said....I love you all so much. See you soon.

She dropped the pen and sniffled. She walked to her drawer and pulled out the bottle of fentanyl.