Help? (Depressed Deku x Bakugo)

✨Chapter 11✨

"Good, now come on,let me grab a hoodie. Do you want one?"

Before I could answer he walked over to his closet and took out two of his hoodies.

"Here, pick one."

"Oh no its ok i don't need-"

"Pick"

"Umm that one."

I chose the black one with an orange x on it that he was holding out. When I picked it Kacchan had a little smile trying to peak put from his mouth on his face.

"Thank you kacchan" 

"Ya ya, just come here nerd."

(Kacchan's POV) 

I told Deku to come over and sit with me on my bed and he climbed up next to me. I pulled him closer to me and turned on my tv scrolling through Netflix trying to find something for us to watch but I guess something caught Deku's eyes.

 When I asked him if he saw something he wanted to watch and then he told me, I swear it was the gayest shit ever. This stupidly cute Deku wanted to watch Good Burger, like how gay are you? Deku is such a child at heart and when he gave me puppy eyes I just couldn't say no to him, he knows that those puppy eyes of his are my weakness. 

I turned on Good Burger and grabbed a blanket pulling it over me and Deku(who had moved in between my legs). I took my hand and put it on Deku's head playing with his soft green hair. 

I took out my phone to look at the time and it was 8:23 pm on a Saturday night. I put my phone on the table beside my bed and continued to play with Deku's soft green hair for the rest of the movie. I'll admit that the movie wasn't to bad but I still think it was a little dumb, especially those bozos who  poisoned the meat. And don't get me started on that Ed guy, it looked like he belonged in a hospital or at least needed to be put on some meds. 

After the movie ended we both took out our phones and just watched videos on Youtube or Tiktok. I was watching a video when I saw a cloud of smoke coming from Deku and I knew he was vaping again but I don't care because it makes him happy. He kept hitting it like it was nothing and I got a little mad that he had no problem with it and it made me mad that there was something that Deku could do that I couldn't. 

I snatched the vape out of his hand and inhaled some of it but not as much as last time. I held it in for a few seconds then let it out exhaling just like how Deku does it and it actually did feel a bit calming, no wonder why Deku likes it. It tasted good too, and it gave me a good feeling. I know all the adults in my life have said how alcohol, smoking and vaping are bad for you but this is something I could get into. 

After I took Deku's cancer stick he started whining about me taking it so I inhaled it again and blew it out in his face. He looked a bit surprised that I had hit his vape considering that I said it was all his and I didn't want to do it again but he also seemed a bit happy. Maybe he was hoping I would continue to vape with him so he didn't have to be alone. 

" K-Kacchan, why are you hitting my vape? I thought you didn't like it."

"Deku I...I kinda do like it, it gives me this calming feeling and I admit it is kinda fun too but if you don't want me to I-"

"Kacchan no It's fine you can vape with me if you want to, and i'm not mad nor will I ever be mad at you, no matter how hard I try I could never be mad at you...I l-love...you. I love you Kacchan. I always have and always will."

"Deku I- love you too."

With that info I pulled Deku close to me and pressed my lips into his. It was passionate and slow, we both melted into the kiss. After a minute I pulled away to catch my breath then leaned back towards Deku and started placing little soft and sweet kisses on the right side of his neck all the way down to his collar bone. I moved my way upwards a bit and latched onto the skin starting to suck and abuse that spot earning a few loud and hard breaths from Deku.

After I knew I had left a mark I let go of his skin and place a soft kiss onto his lips then his forehead. I pull him close to me into a rib breaking hug then letting go a bit so he can breath. He nuzzles his head into the crook of my neck, sending shivers down my spine at the warmth of his breath on my neck.

Right then and there I knew that I wanted to stay with Deku and be with him for the rest of my life.

I'm kinda glad that schools over with so i dont have to deal with the bullying of classmates. I know they would make fun of not only me but also Deku for being gay. Plus they would make fun of me for getting all soft and falling for the nerd of our school. Deku was seen as a freak with no quirk and he is so shy that he didn't have any freinds. But now he has a quirk magically? And we are going into high school hopefully together at U.A. high school but we'll just have to wait and see.

After getting lost I my thoughts and coming back to reality I noticed that Deku was peacefully asleep cuddling and holding onto me. I could get used to this. I hear some footsteps coming up the stairs and to my room. The door creaks open and I see my old hag of a mother I the door way slightly shocked at the sight Deku sleepily laying on me. She just smiles and whispers a "goodnight brat" then leaves and closes the door. I knew she would want multiple explanations and she knew she'd have to wait till morning. I'd talk to her first about Deku and what happened to his parents then she'd probably make mentell her what she saw tonight. By the smile on her face I think she'd be ok with me being gay but I never told her and I'm still kinda scared to tell her maybe she just thinks I'm doing this to soothe Deku or something but I'd have to tell her especially if me and Deku start dating. I let my thoughts get drowned out by the overwhelming sense of sleep consuming me. I close my eyes and give into the peaceful darkness.