dec 25th 2022
im not built for this
i try my best to make you happy and laugh
but i end out annoying
the hallway
the pillars
sometimes i dont even know where i am, i dont know the time
reality blurs with the hallway
im sorry
i want you to be happy
dont pretend to laugh or be happy when im annoying
tell me what i done wrong
i dont care if it's harsh
tell me
dont back down if i cry
make me cry
make me hurt
hurt me
please tell me what i did wrong
im sorry
im sorry
im sorry
somedays im just a hollow shell
break
someday i will learn to shut my mother fucking mouth
