i've tried, I'VE FUCKING TRIED
I TRIED SO HARD TO PUT SMILES ON PEPOLES FACES, YET NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY IT NEVER WORKS, WHY, I CANT FUCKING DO THIS AAAAA I HAD ENOTHER
THEY HATE ME. THEY FUCKING HATE ME, IS IT BEACAUSE IM ANNOYING? IS IT BEACAUSE IM UGLY HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHHAHAH
I SHOULD DIE OMFG BAHAH
I SHOULD BLEED OUT ON TO THE GROUND IN FRONT OF THEM TO MAKE THEM SMILE
THE MEDICINE HELPS
THE MEDICINE IS SLOWLY KILLING ME
THE DIZZING PAIN HAABHAVAYU
I WANT TO BURST OPEN AND WATCH MY GUTS SPLATTER
MORE PAIN
MORE HALLUCINATIONS
WORKING TILL I GIVE OUT
WORKING TILL I ROT
DESERVED DESERVED DESERVED
MY BRAIN
BLOW OUT MY BRAINS
PLEASE MAKE IT STOP
STOP
STOP
STOP IT
SHUT UP
YOU FUCKING MOTHER FUCKER SHUT YOUR BITCH ASS UP
I HATE YOU
I HATE THE VERY ESSENCE OF YOU
I WILL SMASH YOU WITH A HAMMER
TILL YOU GO FLAT
FLAT
FLATLINE
HIT ME TILL I FLATLINE
HIT ME
OH THE PAIN
PAIN OH HOW I Love you?
love
no
no no no
"i lost control
it's to late now.
""" please forgive
It's my fault, my fault for not saving you
the monster they made you into
the monster i made you into.
We're both dying
one more dead then the other
and it's all my fault
i shouldn't have been so selfish." - the dream a had 1 year ago
