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chapter 9

We were laying in bed when he started talking. "You're mine. Youre actually mine. I never thought I would be this lucky." He said tucking hair behind my ear. I couldn't help but to smile. "I'm the lucky one." I whispered. "No baby I'm lucky your such a gem" he said. I'm really not. I haven't told nash everything about me. About how he's changed me in a week. "I'm not" I said. "Your are" I shook my head. "Nash I haven't told you everything." I said quietly sitting up. He looked worried and sat up next to me.

"What's wrong?" He asked. I looked down and played with my hands. "I just haven't told you everything about myself. And I guess I have to tell you now that we are together. But its hard for me to talk about and I don't open up to people or trust people." I babbled. "Hey calm down." He said grabbing my hand. He rubbed my hand with his thumb. It calmed me down. Surprisingly it calmed me down. His touch calmed me, made me feel better. "Before I met you I was really unhappy. My dad and family put me through a lot of shit. I couldn't trust anyone. I didn't open up to people or socialize with people. I was so mad at my dad that I dreaded coming here for two days and when I was Here I was a bitch. I isolated myself from everyone and lost all my friends. People call me depressed and I always convinced myself I wasn't. I guess Im telling you this because your fixing me. Without even trying your fixing me. I forgave my dad and me and him actually talked. I went out with my mom. Me and my mom have barely had a relationship these past few months and it was my fault but me and her have been getting along. But most importantly im happy. I havent been happy in months and ever since i met you ive been happy. I tried shutting you out when we first met. I tried staying away from you but i couldnt. I dont know why but i couldn't. And I'm happy I didn't because you make me happy. Nash thank you for making me happy." I said crying in between.

He pulled me into a hug. "Don't cry beautiful. I'm happy I make you happy. I'm sorry all of that stuff happened to you, you didn't deserve any of it. I promise you can trust me and I promise I'll try my hardest to make you happy. Please don't shut me out though." I stayed in his chest and he rubbed my back. "You can trust me OK." He said and I nodded.

I stopped crying and pulled away from Nash. I looked at him a laughed a little bit and wiped my tears. "You OK?" He asked smiling pushing some hair out of my face. "Yeah" I nodded and smiled. He put his hand on my cheek gently and started rubbing it with his thumb. He leaned in slowly and placed his lips on mine.

Our lips moved in sync. The kiss was full of passion. this one meant so much more than the other one. I don't know why but i felt more, it felt real. I smiled through the kiss and Nash pulled away. He started starring at me. I smiled and said "what" "your amazing" he said softly. "Stop" I said blushing. "I missed you" he said laying down and pulling me down with him.

We laid back down cuddling. He ran his fingers through my hair, and rubbed my head. "So what do you want to do this weekend?" He asked. "I don't know" I said. "Want to meet my friends?" He asked. "Ugh didn't I meet them earlier and that didn't go well." I said "those aren't all my friends" he said smiling. "I don't know I guess" I said hesitantly. "Why does it seem like you don't want to meet my friends? You said that earlier too" he said sounding aggravated. "I just told you I don't like meeting new people. I'm sorry." I said. "Trust me. You just said you trust me." He said. "This has nothing to do with trusting you." I said annoyed. "Then what is it?" He said. " I just told you! I don't like meeting new people. I don't open up to people." I said even more annoyed. "But why?" He said loud. "Because I'm scared of. What theyre going to think of me" I yelled. Standing up and walking towards the window. I starred out the window pissed off. I heard Nash get off of the bed.

He walked towards me. "Stas" he said. I ignored him. I felt his arms wrap around my waist and he put his head on my shoulder in the crook of my neck. "I'm sorry" he whispered and kissed my neck. I tried ignoring him but he kept kissing my neck. "Baby they are going to love you. You don't have to worry about them not liking you. Its impossible not to like you. You're you. I can't imagine people not liking you" he said softly. "You'd be surprised On how many people don't." I said quietly. "If your really that worried about meeting them we don't have to." He said pulling me into a hug. "I will because it obviously means a lot to you." I said. "They're like my family stas. My family's in north Carolina and they're all I have hear." He said. "I'll meet them baby" I said grabbing his face and kissing him.

We laid back down and kissed again. My phone started ringing interrupting the kiss. I pulled away. "Sorry" I said picking my phone up. "Where the hell are you!" My Father yelled. Shit. "I'm at Nash's." I said quietly. "Well you need to come home" he said alittle quieter. "OK ok. I'm sorry" I said. I hung up and turned to Nash. "My dads freaking. I have to go" I said putting my shoes on. "Babbbe" he whined. "I know I'm sorry." I said leaning down to kiss him.

He pulled me on top of him and kissed me. I laughed and he kept kissing me. "Nash I have to go" i yelled laughing. "But I want to kiss you and cuddle." He whined. "We've been doing that all night! I have to go I'll see you tomorrow" I yelled in a joking way. He Kissed me again. He got up and opened his bedroom door. We walked downstairs and all the guys were still playing FIFA. "Bye stassie" they all said in weird ways. I laughed. "Bye". I walked out the door and nash kissed me again. "Bye" I said smiling. "Bye beautiful" he said. I walked home and went to bed with a smile on my face.