Through Thick and Thin.

Epilogue

The funeral was a little overbearing but I made it. Of course I loudly sobbed through the whole thing.

I laid on my bed staring at his pocket watch re-reading the words 'Through Thick and Thin' over and over and over. Everything was blurry from tears and my head was pounding from lack of sleep and crying. But I couldn't stop reading those four words 'Through Thick and Thin' 'Through Thick and Thin' ' Through Thick and Thin'. I just can't live a happy life without him. I can't go on without his love. What am I going to do?

I laid there reading those words for hours. Then it finally clicked. 'Through Thick and Thin' didn't just mean when we were with each other physically, it meant everywhere and anytime even when one was gone forever. I know he will always be with me no matter what happens. And now I know that he would want me to move on. He wants me to never forget him, but he also wants me to move on and be happy.

"Through Thick and Thin Ryan. I love you and will never forget you. I promise. Forever" I promised Ryan and I will keep that promise. Forever.

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