Take care

45

Previously

I promise-.

Summer Miller
22

I got back from the airport an hour or so ago and took a nap I had the biggest headache from all the crying I been doing but I can't wait till he calls.

I couldn't find him through the windows or anything when I was there so he must've been on the other side or sumn.

But now that I'm awake I feel so sick my nose stuffed and my eyes and face is a lil puffy and shit I look hit.

but I need to find something to eat as soon as I wash and get myself back together like he said he'd want me to ion wanna disappoint him from afar.

But I miss him so bad right now..

I go shower and moisturize my body before slipping into some all grey oversized joggers tightening the top before putting on a coat.

yes, I had on a bra .

But anyways I grab my key and go out the door heading to the elevator minding my business, because I planned on finding something to eat than going to see my babies.

Than I'm back to my room to sleep today's pain off.

I get downstairs seeing everybody dressed up most in beach ware of a sort others in shorts or tees making me feel a little cast out in my night clothes but it's ok I'll be better tomorrow I'm just a little extreme when..yea. 

I speak to everyone saying a hey as I pass heading to get me something to drink as some follow me making me guard up because what the freak man I turn around after grabbing a water bottle from the fridge and speak up.

firstly ion know who you are following me but I promise that youn want these problems on or off the liquor so chill out 

Damn lil sis really it's like that- 

Exactly like that sir where's my sister?

She's steady getting ready in her room we were all gonna head down to the lake for a slight camp out you know 

Mhm ye okay 

You coming right? 

Ion know yet but I'll know where to find y'all if I do it's been ok seeing you but excuse me 

I mumbled as I passed him leaving.

If my fucking man don't like you why would I like you and stopped calling me yo fucking sister goofy.

These niggas wild asf he really out his rabbit ass mind and why he sneaking around behind me he already scary looking no need to scare me twice at once.

I got back to the room and laid down making sure to open my balcony to let fresh air in as I laid on his side of the bed getting out my phone to look at pictures and videos I had of us.

Most when he was up under me or rubbing my back but all memory filled.

I smiled watching my favorite one first of us in bed and him holding me.

And?

And what mamas?

Say what you was just saying

Mhhh you tryna get me caught up

He kissed my neck rubbing my hips before kissing my neck again as I drew up his naked back with a hand.

I said I'd eat your pussy as my last meal on earth because you taste so fucking sweet

My baby...please go to sleep it's 2 in the morning why are you wide awake like this