Valarie POV
It was a few days after the streamy awards, and I couldn't get Wilbur off my mind.
I hadn't been texting him as much because it felt wrong interacting with him after I fell in love with him, mainly because he's my best friend.
But that'll never change. He will still be my best friend no matter what.
Currently? I was having a panic attack.
My insomnia was even worse. I hadn't been able to sleep in almost three days. I hadn't been able to eat without throwing up.
I had started to drop weight quickly, and Wilbur had noticed.
I couldn't be alone anymore. I needed Wilbur. I pulled out my phone and searched for his contact through my vision blurred by tears, and called him.
"Love you alright?" He asks. "it's almost three in the morning?"
"I'm sorry." I sniffle.
"I'm coming over, stay where you are okay?" He says.
"Okay." I sniffle. "Thank you."
"Of course love." He smiles.
Once he gets to my house, he walks into my room, where i'm sitting with my knees to my chest.
"Val, what's wrong?" He asks softly as he sits by me.
"Will, I can't do this anymore." I say, choking on the tears.
"What do you mean?" He asks.
"I can't sleep, I can't eat, I'm just so tired of it." I whisper as tears roll down my face.
He gives me a sad look, before wrapping his arms around me in a hug, and I tightly hug him back.
"I know it sucks Val but I can't loose you, and neither can hundreds of thousands of your fans." Wilbur says softly. "I know you just wanna give up but there's other options, even if it doesn't feel like it."
"I'm just so tired of it." I say.
"I know." He sighs. "But i'm gonna help you okay?"
"Okay." I sniffle as I slowly calm down. "I'm sorry."
"For what?" He asks softly.
"For making you come over this late." I say.
"I chose to Val, I wanted to help you." He says. "Can I stay over?"
"Please." I say.
"You need sleep." He says. "Lets go to bed."
"Okay." I say.
I lay down, and Wilbur practically spoons me like always.
"Goodnight love." He whispers as he hugs my waist closer to him.
"Night Will." I smile before falling asleep for the first time in days, with butterflies fluttering through my stomach.
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