The truth

chapter 10 - gone

My mom and me lived together in this apartment while my dad wasn't there.
I had a lot of things there i loved to play with, one of them were a little dinosaur, you had to feed this dinosaur, it was like a little pet after we had to give away our dog when my dad went to prison, when I was laying in bed he always came to me to cuddle the whole night, I grew up with him but then we had to give him away and it absolutely broke my heart in a thousand pieces.
So, this little dinosaur, I took so much care of him. I really had a lot of memories in this apartment but everything was gone with just a decision.

My mom and me we just lived at my dads house.
Just because of this one night we slept there.
My mom and me, we went back to our old apartment to get the most important things, it was not that much.
Everything in there was gone, just gone.
When we went there to get everything my mom said we had to be quiet, because she didn't want our neighbour to see us, our neighbour that always came over when I cried and screamed just because of nothing. She kind of "hated" us in that moment when we went there to get everything. My mom didn't want to argue with her.

So, we packed our things and the apartment was gone, since then I was never ever again in there.
The garbage disposal just threw my childhood into some garbage cans.

But now, we lived with my dad at first everything seemed better than ever, but it didn't turn out as that.

My rabbits from my old apartment, we took them with us and they lived in our garden.
We even had a garden in this house, unbelievable. I've never lived in a house before.
To get to school my dad always had to drive me with one of our cars, because the school was in the city I lived before, but I moved into a small village near by the city.

I always wanted have a dog again, because I missed our old one we had to give away so much.
Someday, I went downstairs and my parents were sitting on the couch, looking on a computer.
I went on the couch too, to look, what they were looking at, I saw a little dog on it.
I asked them „Are we getting a dog?" .
They didn't really answered me.
But, who would've guessed, soon we went to get a dog.
I think i've never been so happy in my life, I really had everything, a house, 2 cars, a dog me and my family were together.
When we went out for a walk with our dog, there always was a horse on a paddock, the horse always came to us, and you know I really really loved horses as a little child.
When there was a thunderstorm, as I said, I was really scared of thunderstorms as a child, my dog and me were sitting on the kitchen floor, I felt safe.
Everything was just so perfect, running with your dog at sunset on a field, I couldn't imagine something better as a child.

But everything changed soon..