"Hope we need you on this mission,MG has refused to go on any missions since he almost got decapitated." Dr. Saltzman pleaded
"That's exactly why I shouldn't go" I argued
"Hope you're more strategic and not to mention stronger than MG you won't get decapitated on a mission" He try's to reason.
" No " I practically yelled
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"But it wasn't like a yell it was very much like a stranger danger type yell but slightly more sharp." I try to explain to Emma.
She nods.
"I don't know"I twirl the rings around on my fingers.
"Stop saying 'I don't know' when you do know Hope you've been through a lot"
"Sorry..."
"You don't need to apologize just try to stop yourself from saying 'I don't know' because you do know you don't need to discount your pain because nothing you're feeling is wrong."
I look up at her and nod and continue
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"What's gotten into you don't you like knocking a few heads" Alaric asked looking me in the eyes hoping I would just spill my guts
"Have you ever thought that maybe I don't want to be your super soldier, Why do I have to be the super soldier?" I try to walk off but Alaric follows me
"Is that really how you feel because you've never mentioned that before" He asks somewhat sternly but also softly.
"I just want to stop making things die" I cry
"Hope do you need to talk is something wrong do you need to talk with Emma?"
"No I'm fine, I'm just tired and that's making me temperamental, I've made up my mind I don't want to go on monster killing sprees just let me have space" I walk back to my room.
"I'm here if you need to talk," he says looking over with a creased brow.
" I promise I'm okay, I'm just meeting Landon for dinner and I just want to think about normal things."
I walked back to my room to have dinner with Landon because he said it was too embarrassed to eat with me in public. I was always eating too much or too little and if I ate to much he'd call me a pig if I ate too little he'd be insulted that I was ashamed to eat infront of him. So we eat upstairs. It's how he prefers it.
"I thought you'd never show up" he slams his fork down at the table we set up in my room a couple months back. He takes a bite of his food and that means I get to take a bit out of mine. "See now It's cold" he throws his fork at his plate and bounces and lands on my arm. My whole body just freezes and my brain freezes almost but it's like I just want my mind to go away. To burry itself somewhere else somewhere better and safer, but it can't and I just have to watch as Landon trashes my room and yells
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Stuck and Alone (hosie)
FanfictionLandon has been super unhealthy for hope but she does not seem to notice. Her relationship with landon gets worse and worse until others are forced to intervene.
