Part 23

2.7K 106 13
                                    

"Mr. Jeon can you please leave her hand I need to inject her" The nurse said bringing me back from my thoughts

" huh!! Do you really need to inject her? It will hurt her she is afraid of needles" I said

"Yes it is Kookie now come here" Jin hyung said

The nurse did what she said and then I immediately sat back at my place holding her hand. I didn't utter a single word until she slightly opened her eyes.
"Y-y/n you are awake" I exclaimed everyone immediately came near her to confirm if she was really awake . We waited for her to adjust to the surrounding completely and then I spoke again "you were unconscious for 30 minutes y/n . What happen to you ?"

"I uh I don't know" she said slowly trying to sit

For few minutes everything went silent . We both starred at each other and then she suddenly hugged me and started crying I did the same. I could sense that everyone's eyes became moist at the scene .

"Lets go outside and give them sometime" rm hyung said

"N-no its okay guys you can stay" y/n said

" hey y/n try to have the soup please" Jin hyung said I didn't even realise when did he left the room to make soup for her

" I don't feel like I can eat or drink anything at this moment I'm sorry" she said

I took soup from hyungs hand and took a spoon full in front of her lips " open your mouth even if you don't like it you have to finish it" I said
After 15 minutes she finally finished the soup

" okay now I don't have patience anymore . Y/n if you are comfortable then can you please tell us what is happening between you two" V hyung said out of the blue

" to be honest I don't really know why did he lash out on me like that but I came here to get his comfort and support as a best friend coz I am going through a tough time right now" y/n said looking down

" I'm sorry y/n for everything" I said

" I want to know why you reacted that way Jungkook? What did I do to make you so angry" she asked

"I just got jealous of few things and then this communication gap was killing me" I tried to form a sentence to explain what I felt but I could not find the right words

" jealousy !!! Is that all you got" she asked

" y/n you were always there for them your new friends and its like you forgot that I even exist" shit I sound rude. Why can't I control my emotions and my mouth in front of this woman

" guys I think you both should clear things patiently and try to listen to each other" Hobi hyung said softly

" but I am patient" y/n said irritated

" okay I'm sorry for coming between you two but I have to. Jungkook tell us everything from start to end about what you are feeling and why you reacted like uh like that and let us all hear him out without interrupting him in between" Namjoon hyung said ,to that y/ n nodded crossing her arms looking at me

" I don't know how to explain anything. But I'll try okay" I said holding her hands and she again nodded in response
" the day you joined your company I was really happy  I truly was and I felt good that you made new friends already but then slowly you started hanging out with them more, you only talked about them , we even canceled our plans of meeting because Soobyuk broke up. I know I said I was fine with cancelling plans or interrupted calls but seriously one or two time was fine but it kept on repeating . In fact it was my first birthday with you but you arrived at the party when it was almost finished because you lost track of time with Soobyuk. Ya right you guys were working on this new design and got really engrossed into it but hey it was my freaking birthday and I was expecting my bestie to be here by my side cutting the cake, cheering for me but you came late and then also that friend of yours got no chill he literally called you and you guys kept talking for 30 minutes . I went out of station and I was the only one texting and greeting you asking you about your days otherwise we would have no conversations at all . I was really feeling that we were drifting apart and then cherry on top ,you posted fun pictures with them when I was literally waiting for your text or call backstage to cheer me and wish me luck. These things were just stirring up in my head my heart and then we did not talk for straight 20 days like no calls no texts at all and when I came to your house I saw you hugging the person whom I think I don't want to see ever in my life. I don't want to sh-share my bestie with anyone . I wanted your attention so much that I didn't even think about what you might be going through. I am sorry I am really sorry for being a jerk all this time y/n but I really want you here by my side I miss you I miss us" I cried my heart out in front of her at that moment she hugged me and kept rubbing my back to calm me down

" I'm so so sorry I was such a bitch all this time. I didn't even notice that I was treating you so badly all this time Jungkook. I will not repeat this again I promise. I'm really sorry for making you feel this way" she said sobbing

" hey its not completely your fault. I kept overthinking everything" I said

" no I would feel the same too if I was in your place I'm really sorry for not being there" she said

"Now that one side is clear y/n tell us your side of the story" Namjoon said

" I have no excuses for the way I behaved earlier but I have reason for the 20 days we didn't talk. Jungkook you already know who Hanao is for those of you who don't know Hanso is my childhood friend Jennifer . You can say we were friends since birth so few years ago she had to go through some blood tests at that time the nurse used infected used needle to perform the test approximately six months later her health started degrading so we rushed her to the hospital where she was diagnosed with AIDS ,since she didn't lose her virginity we knew it was because of that needle .Anyways , doctors said she could live maybe 30 years or maybe 1 year. Since the day she found out about her disease she want to make the best memories so that she could leave us happily. Skip to 18-19 days ago my mom called and said that Jenn is on ventilator and that she is constantly calling my name so without even thinking I booked my ticket and went to my hometown . Couple of days day later her health showed significant improvement . The doctors even said that if her health keeps getting this stable then she can go home in one week.  We were really happy with the news. I was so happy that I literally bought her favourite Manga to read for her till she gets discharged . Later that day at 4:30 pm approximately she took out her bracelet and told me to give it to you Jungkook . I was horrified that why would she do that but since she was not really able to talk that much I just did what she wanted and then she gestured me to take the pendant from the neck I did that as well. Everyone in the room didn't knew why she was doing that but we did as she said . Then at 7:00pm she left us . She she left me Jungkook. I guess she tried to say goodbye at that time but I didn't understand even if I understood I didn't wanted to except that fact that she will leave me. Her health was improving then why did she give up . I want her here with me by my side . I miss her giggles , her stupid jokes , her her h" she could not complete her sentence I just hugged her and let her cry after 10 minutes she calmed down little bit

"I'm sorry for you loss" Jimin said

"I'm so sorry that you have to go through this alone and this idiot had to act like an idiot at this time" V said

" okay enough crying" She said

"Y/n can I ask you something" Hobi hyung asked

" yes Hoba" she said

" why did she give bracelet. Looking at Kookies reaction he immediately understood what happened when you gave him her bracelet and why did she gave her bracelet at first place" He asked ,seriously hyung you could have asked me later ugh

" you see when I and Jungkook exchanged phone numbers we used to video call each other a lot . Hanao used to call me at random times so whenever I was on call with him I used to add her on the call too. It was one of those call when she showed him this bracelet that I made for her when we were 10 and since that day she never removed that bracelet from her hand. Jungkook asked me to make one for him too I immediately said no since I made only one and it was for her and I will never make another one for anyone on this planet. But then she said that she will pass on this bracelet to him the day she dies as a message that he have to take care of me for the rest for his life. It was kind of a deal between these two and the pendant is a magnetic pendant I had one half and the other half was with her but she gave it so me since she was leaving me on my own now" she said

The situation was not so good we were all silent and tried to comfort each other specially y/n . After few hours we tried to divert our minds by watching some drama online. Jin hyung made her some food which I fed her with my hands . While watching drama she slowly drifted to her sleep so did the others.

____________________

(Author here)
Happy new year.💜💜💜
Hope this year will bring lots of love and joy for you guys.
And so sorry for such sad chapter on the first day of new year😅😅😅
I love you guys happy new year

Bunny's snap Where stories live. Discover now