Dean Winchester x reader

part 9

"I can't let you there, miss Y/L/N"
You struggle against the nurse holding you, trying to keep you out of the surgery room.
You manage to get through and go see him.
Dean's lying on the table, bloody and bruised.
Your hand shoots up to cover your mouth. Someone puts their hand on your shoulder, turning you away from the scene. It's Castiel.
You sob into his chest, he hugs you tighter. Cas keeps looking at Dean, praying that he makes it. War can be brutal.
*couple of hours later*
The doctor emerges from the surgery room, coming to you and Cas.
"Is he okay?"
"He'll be, but we couldn't manage to save his leg"
You once again cover your mouth with your hand, letting out a strangled sob.
"Can we see him?"
"Yes, of course, Mr. Novak"
Cas grabs your hand and gently guides you to Dean's room. You go in, tears flowing freely.
You walk to him, taking a hold of his hand. The doctor is speaking with Castiel. But you don't hear it, you're only focused on Dean lying in front of you. You put your head down, soon falling asleep on Dean. Couple of hours later, you wake up to someone petting your head. You raise your head up, looking into those apple green eyes.
"Hi,sweetheart"
You look at him, suddenly wrapping your arms around his neck, he wraps his bandaged arms around your waist. He assures you that he'll be okay. You pull back, looking down at his missing leg. He smiles, a smile full of mixed emotions. Mostly sorrow.
"I'm sorry"
"No need to be, it's not your fault"
You don't know what to say to that, so you just nod. Someone knocks on the door. Dean hollers them to come in.
Sam steps in the room, holding a bouquet of flowers. He walks closer, putting the flowers on the side table.
"Hi, Dean"
"Sammy"
He gestures to him to come over, pulling him in a hug. Camera zooming out of the trio, going out on the hallway in front of Dean's room. Then the camera moves out of the hospital, focusing on the hustle and bustle outside and most importantly on Dean's beloved Impala.