Why did it come to this? (A)

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Wednesday pov:
Tw: self harm
I'm sitting in lunch reading a book, or trying to. But its no use, I suppose I never even tried to read the book, I was to busy watching Enid, And that dumbass Ajax, he must have said something funny as Enid was laughing her head off.

I scoffed, but deep down, it was tearing me apart, what did he have that I didn't? I mean, he showed that he cared about her and he didn't hide away his feelings.

Thinking about it now, I don't deserve her, nobody does, she belongs with ajax! After all, who would love a freak like me?

"Hey, Wednesday?" I turned my head, seated next to me was Xavier

"I know you like Enid"

I wanted to protest but i went against it, nodding. "Xavier, She means a lot to me, I hate to see her sad and would kill for her, Not only kill, but die for her"

"Im sorry to hear Wednesday" he patted my shoulder, "I'm here for you if you need me alright?"

"Thank you Xavier. I apologise but right now i need to be alone." He nodded and i quickly walked away. Upon entering the dorm, I ran into the bathroom, locking the door.

I grabbed the razor, pressing it to my skin. Maybe if I do this deep enough I won't be a bother anymore? Maybe Everyones lives will just be better? Maybe no one will even notice?

I dug it into my skin, the first time it stung. After a while I felt nothing, other than a throbbing in my arm and the liquid dripping down it.

I found one of my gloves and slid it on, hoping no one would notice, I cleaned of the razor and put it back as if nothing happened. I unlocked the bathroom and climbed outside the balcony to be greeted by Thing.

"What were you doing in there?" He signed. I shook my head "I'm not saying anything but why do you have a glove on?" He pointed towards my arm "no reason thing. No reason."

I played some cello and went to bed, only to repeat my actions again.

This time, when I unlocked the door, Enid stood there. Not happy at all, instead glaring at me. I felt a shiver go down my spine.

Her expression changed to a look of worry quick enough. "Thing told me what you did." I sighed "Thing i will snap your fingers off for telling her." I said, pointing at him.

She grabbed my arm and i flinched, quickly pulling away. "Wednesday... let me see you arm" i shook my arm slowly backing into the wall. I felt the wall hit my back and i knew there was no way out of this one.

Enid pulled me in for a hug, one that I normally would reject but this time, I hugged her back as tightly as ever

Slowly she let go and gently took my arm, removing the glove I heard her gasp "w..why would you do this?"

"Because of you Enid, I. I love you.. I would give you the world! But your heart belongs to another.."

She shook her head and shouted "I don't belong to him!! I belong with you! Wednesday I love you!!"

I stared at her in disbelief, she pulled me forward and for the first time, her lips touched mine, I felt a weird feeling in my stomach, as if it was twisting. Her lips were as soft as feathers.

How we feeling? Short stories as well as the other book so my table is pretty full lmao

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