(tw: mentions of guns, overdose, abusive situations, poison.)
I was there for you immediately after I first met you.
I'd put you before myself.
I'd always say it was worth it because you were worth it.
I always let you take your anger out on me in more ways than one.
You left me in the hospital for days on end. I spent most of my years after I had you in the hospital because of you.
I was so nice to you even after.
I was there for you when your pet died.
I was there for you when me and your father split.
I didn't have to but I did.
I sacrificed everything for you.
You didn't even read my messages.
I was there for everything!
I was there when you overdosed and was gasping for air.
I should have watched you gasp and convulsed.
Your life depended on me.
I got to choose whether or not you died.
Now that I think about it, where'd you get it?
The gun?
Right before the police arrived you killed me.
After everything we've been through.
I should have ended your life long ago.
You knew I was trying though.
That's why you stopped taking everything I gave you.
They were laced with poison.
So smart for someone so naive.
Until next time, my daughter.
Sincerely, your mother ♡
