Forever Love

Girls Day

Friday
3:14pm
It's been a couple of months since my God daughter Monáe was born so me and Noell agreed it was time to go on a girls day with the new member of the girls group and go shopping. "Hi God Mommy's baby!" I say looking down into the stroller at beautiful Monáe Marïe. "Thank you for pushing her stroller 3 months postpartum is no joke." Noell says walking beside me. "Let's go into children's place." I say shifting her stroller in that direction. "Oh my goodness I just wanna buy everything!" Noell says looking at all the baby girl clothes in awe. "I'm getting baby fever." I say smiling looking at everything. "Bitch you better not." Noell says getting serious.

4:55pm
"Girl I am tired." Noell says slumping back into the food court chair. "Same I'm glad I got to spend time with Rïe Rïe today tho I been missing y'all." I say rocking Monáe in my arms. "Yes girl I'm glad I could get out my annoying house." Noell says rolling her eyes. "What's going on?" I say concerned putting Monáe back in her stroller.  "My dad has been being really annoying towards my new life he says I shouldn't have gotten pregnant and I'm a disappointment and I shouldn't be having my mom watch Rïe because she's not her responsibility." Noell says with her eyes closed and her head thrown back. "I don't even want to be apart from my baby I already have mom guilt and I'm trying to save up some money with Trey so we can move out and move into our own apartment." Noell says. "Girl you need to get out immediately your dad is not helping the situation at all yes accidents happen and this is a forever accident but he needs to start looking at it from an accident to a blessing." I say trying to calm her down. "This is a new start for a lot of us that doesn't make you any less different than the rest of us boo." I say now holding her hand.