Mickey wheeler🤪(mike wheeler angst.byler)

welcome to the wheelers

(ellooo Idrk what this is going to be about but I'll just analyse it so it's going to be at lunch at school then ganna skip to home. M-mike
W-will
D-duatin
L-lucas
J-jane
Ma-max)

Tw: ed, abuse, suicide,pills

Mike's pov:

The bell rang which made me jump out of my seat. I didn't get much sleep last night Karen and ted were arguing all night so it just kept me awake plus the crying, panic attack and the lack of food didn't help. I just packed away and left the class first I really didn't want to be there any longer." Mike over here!" Will called my name from down the hallway. I quickly ran as fast as I could so I didn't have a I face anyone commenting on 'the new me'. I mean yea I changed alot and looked better than I did before but that's purely because of what's going on in my life at the moment. I heard alot of "wait mike" or "mike stop" or even "mike go out with me" I just ignored them and went to my desired destination.

3rd person

M- "hey guys" mike was obviously out of breath running through that crowd takes alot of energy and strength.

D-" guys come on I'm hungry" Dustin kept bragging to go to the lunch hall so the party reluctantly accepted. Mike always felt sick at the smell or sight of food so he vowed that he would try not to run to the toilets to vomit what was left in his stomach.

They were finally in the lunch hall. The smell of food hit Mike and he instantly felt sick. He just put his head down trying not look anywhere but the floor.

Ma-" hey Mike why aren't you up getting food with the others?" Max always brought her own lunch so she always sat down to save a table so no jocks or whatever took it. Mike just kept his head down know that Max's lunch was right in front of him.

M-" I um..just don't..feel-" mike got interrupted by Will sitting down next to him.

W-" hey Mike why didn't you come up with us?" Will looked at mike but mike didn't copy he just kept his head down.

M-" ..uhm.." mike struggled to find an excuse  to fire at Will. Will softly picked up mike's chin while everyone was talking about something completely different.

W-" Mike?" Will looked at mike with a concerned look while mike was searching the room instead of looking back at Will. Mike's face was all red since wills hand was still under his chin. Will grabbed mike's face and mike returned with a flinch. Will looked taken back but then slowly put his hands on mike's face. Mike's eyes met Will's." What's wrong Mike?" It was more serious voice then last type but the was still a dazzle of worry in it. Mike just gulped and didn't know what to say. Instead he did the first and most stupid thing he could think of. He ran away. He got up from his chair while the whole of the party just looked at him confused. Mike immediately felt sick and ran to the bathroom. Fortunately, the bathroom was empty. Mike ran to the nearest stall and nealed down and bent over. The burn of stomach acid burnt his throat and tasted absolutely vile. Mike hated when this happened to him but he couldn't stop. It just kept coming up. He heard the door creaks open but he still couldn't manage to stop. He gagged and someone knocked on his stall." Mike? Is that you?" Wills soft voice made mike actually pause for a second giving him the opportunity to speak." Y-yea" mike stopped by now and was sitting against the stall wall hunched over grabbing his black curly hair in his hands. Will slowly opened the stall to see mike's pale face and weak body on the cold floor.

W-" Mike what is going on with you? Are you ok?" Will flooded Mike with questions he didn't wan to answer. Will just stopped for a moment realising that Mike isn't looking at him or even talking to him, the only noises were soft sobs into his knees.

W-" Mike just tell me what's wrong" Will grabbed mike cheeks bringing his face up to look at Will. Mike's eyes were red and his cheeks were tear stained with tears still going down them. Will instantly knew Mike was not okay, there was something going on that he didn't know about. Will was annoyed that Mike hasn't gone to him yet as Mike always does.

W-" for god's sake mike what is wrong!" Wills tone was a bit more annoyed and pushy which just made mike tip over the edge and yell at Will.

M-" you want to know what wrong do you? Hm!?" Mike pushed wills hands of his face now mike had angry tears building up and streaming down his eyes. Will started to tear up at the sight of his best friend crying.

W-" yes for fuck sake tell me!" Will just blurted it out without thinking what is tone was going to be. He slapped his hand on his mouth realising that it made mike more stressed and angry.

M-" fine I'll tell you. My life is complete shit. My father is constantly yelling and drinking alcohol while he sits his lazy ass on the god dam sofa. And all he ever does when I walk the that door is cal a f*g and slap me around the face. He has before beaten me till I was practically screaming for my own shirty life. All my mum does is sit there and watch she prays god damnit she holes the gay will go away and Nancy just sits there and goes in her room. Eddie was the only one you took care of me and comforted me when my father did this. He was the only one there for me and now he's gone he's fucking gone. And now every time I look in the mirror all I see is a failure." Mike took a breath who now had no tears to cry and was shacking. While will was just looking at him with tears going down his soft cheeks and mouth open a little.

M-" and now I can't think of myself without crying I stopped eating because all I do is feel sick. I started smoking thi king it will help me. I hat to go to the doctor's because I started having panic attacks and deppresion then got diagnosed with ADHD and that helped didn't it? I can't even wear clothing that will show skin all you will see is  how I get my anger out and it's not a pretty sight.." mike couldn't carry on any longer and just fell on to Will sobbing his little heart out. Will softly put one hand on mike head the other held mike's hand. Will whipped his tears away, he never thought Mike was so bad with his health. It was hard to process all this information at once." Will I'm hopeless, I'm so useless." Mike said between sobs." No your not Mike not in my eyes you aren't"." I am I don't even know why I'm here no one ever asks if I'm okay, why did jane save me that day" Will lifted mike's head to look at him." What day?" Will wiped mike's tears from his cheeks. How was mike going to explain to Will his best friend, his crush, that Jane have had to safe him multiple times from offing himself. Mike just looked at Will and he instantly knew what Mike ment. He just put Mike down on his shoulder again and Mike hugged Will's waist. Will could feel the wet tears soak through his shirt but he didn't care, he just found out his best friend who was his crush tried to k1ll himself and is still su1c1dal.

The door to the bathroom creaked open and multiple people came in." Mike? Will? Arie you in here?" Dustin's voice echoed through the bathroom with the mix of mike's sobs. The stall the they were both in creaked open to reveal the two teenaged both crying, one aggressively and the other quietly and comforting the the aggressive cryer on his lap.

Author's note:

#cliff hanger well mike is a cliff hanger😏 NAH IM SORRY I DIDNT MEAN IT😭 ANYWAY SORRY ITS LONG AND ILL CATCH IT UP IN THE NEXT PART AND GOTTA LOVE HOW DRAMATIC IT IS🤪🤪

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