Mickey wheeler🤪(mike wheeler angst.byler)

"I'm sorry..."

( GAY GAY GAY GAY GAY GAY GAY sorry my gay instinct kicked in🤭 anyway welcome to 2023 hope yg had a good new years this part contains some really depressing shit ngl but enjoy🤪 also this is going to be really long so brave yourself 🧍)

Tw. Sh, drogs, pills, weed whacker, sewer slide, smoking

Mike's pov:

I woke up to a bright light in my eyes, I was still on the floor from where I fell asleep. I stung everywhere and it hurt to move an inch. I noticed it was 4:36, I was only asleep for half an hour. Ok didn't even wan to try dinner or socialize with anyone. It was hot really hot so I took my shirt on revealing more white lines and scars on my stomach and chest. That's when I remembered what I did before I fell asleep, I looked at my arms, thighs, abdomen, and chest, they were all covered in freshly made scars. I was practically a walking scar. I took my trousers of, I was sweating like hell and wasn't expecting anyone over. I just rolled a cigarette and walked myself over to the open window. I remembered my dad busting in and he most probably saw my dr*gs on my desk. He didn't take any though so it was a win win for me. I burnt out my cigarette chucking the last bit out my window.

3rd person:

There was a soft knock at mike's door, he didn't pay attention to it as it was most probably Nancy complaining about the cigarette smell down the hallway. But then it opened, mike stood there frozen facing the door. His family knew to never come in unless mike answered them. Before they have walked into him having a mental breakdown, smoking pot, taking drugs. They just did not want to go in there and see it. And low and behold, Will Byers was there. Will just stood and stared at Mike mouth open wide. He slowly closed the door not moving from his space." Umm...hey?" Mike completely forgot about how he was only in his underwear revealing all the fresh scars on his body and the ones that had healed and turned white." Ho-ly... shit! Mike what the fuck?!" Will yelled at Mike looking him up and down, then running towards him. Will brushed his hand on mike's arm running from his shoulder all the way round to his wrist, then his abdomen, then his thighs. Mike winced from the pain and sting of it."ow.." Will just looked up at Mike and his hand on his neck not strangling him just putting his head down to look at him. Mike leaned into Will's hand smiling from the comfort of his warm soft hand." Mike what happened" instead of mike crying this time Will started to, his sobs were uncontrollable."woah woah wish, Will what's wrong?".."look at you mike! Your a complete mess! You have cuts every where! Who did this to you?!" Mike looked at Will and realized that he hadn't known he done it himself."well um actually" mike scratched the back of his neck awkwardly waiting Will to register he did it himself. Will looked around the room sniffing still with his hands slipping from mike's face down to his hips until they let go. Will bends down to a spot by the bed were a few drops of dried blood are and blade by side. He picks up the blade inspecting it then looking over at mike with a tear rolling down his face. Will the fixes his eyes on mike's desk getting up and walking towards it." No no no no no you don't want to do that" mike's hurriedly said trying to block Will but instead Will just pushed his out of his way making Mike flinch but Will didn't notice. Will then opened mike's desk draw." WAIT NO!" It was already to late Will saw it and picked it up. It was a pack of unlabeled crushed up pills and by the side of it was some weed then envelopes of money labeled 'DM' and then empty bottles of alcohol by the side. Will looked at mike mouth open while Mike looked back at Will with his hand covering his mouth." Seriously Mike? Is this all life is to you? Is some stupid game that you play around with and ruin! You only have one chance at life mike! AND THIS IANT HOW YOU PLAY IT!" Angry tears streamed down wills face." Yes Will it is a game to me... A GAME I WISH ENDED LONG AGO!"Mike screamed back at Will. Now mike was weeping angry tears." WHAT SO INSTEAD OF GETTING HELP YOU DECIDE THIS" Will was in disbelief at mike and couldn't hold back. He was so worried but looking at this just made his blood boil." Yes Will it is.. this is how I am resolving everything and you yelling at me isn't doing anything to help!" Mike's voice was weak and quiet under the noise of sniffing and heavy breaths." Well then maybe think twice before doing any of.." will stopped and picked up the pack of weed then threw it at mike them also threw the drugs at him after screaming," this shit?!"."I'm- I'm...sorry.." Will then looked back at mike's draw to see if anything also was in there. But the only thing he found were a few letters addressed to Nancy, Steve, Eddie, Dustin, Lucas,Jane, max, mom, ted, Holly, Joyce, Jonathan and then finally Will." What are these? And why are they addressed to people you know?" Will questioned Mike after turning around with the letters in his hand. Mike just looked at him in response to his question still with tears going down his face."are these your...Are these you suicide letters?!" Will looked back up at Mike while Mike was second guessing if he should've let will in." Oh mike I'm so sorry for yelling at you" will finally acknowledged the fact mike was crying because of him yelling an screaming at him." Mike..." Will stopped for a second to see the taller boy puting a jumper on( he already put some trousers on dw😭) and about to leave the room." Mike wait!" Will grabbed mike's arm pulling him back in to his room. Mike just glared at will then sat on his bed.

Wills pov:

How have I only just realised what I was doing? I completely violating mike's privacy, then I continued to yell at him!? How much of an idiot am I!." Mike I'm sorry" I blurted it out hoping for an answer back or a hug or a nod just something to reassure me that everything was ok but all I got was silence. He just sat there looking down at his hands. What have I done?!." Mike please I'm sorry I don't know what got over me I just got so mad abou-" I couldn't even finish my sentence before he finally spoke." Will, it's fine, I understand that it may come to a shock to you" he looked at me, he looked at me with his beautiful brown eyes that were full of sadness." Yea but I shouldn't of yelled at you I mean you told all about your da-" all of a sudden a hand covered my mouth and I got pushed to a wall. Mike just looked at his door and then I could hear it. Big footsteps coming upstairs and Mike knew what was going to happen." Get out through the window now I will follow you just give me a few second" he uncovered my mouth and just looked at him." Go!" He whispers like it was some secret mission or something. But I listened to him and I grabbed my bag and made my way out the window.

Mike's pov:

Will just exited through the window I told him to because obviously my dad heard me and Will arguing upstairs and apparently it went that quiet when will apologized to me he though he must've gone. I locked my door and quickly gathers my stuff in a bag. Lighter, cigarettes, the weed and drugs from the ground I closed my draw and I made my way out the window. I don't even know how I made it, I heard him bash through the door just as I fell from my window sill. I ran towards Will who was waiting for me at the trees behind my house."quick come on!" I grabb d his hand and we rushed through the woods together...

Author's note:

Heyyyyyyyyy ok ik that this was alot but next chapter is going to be bylerrrrr but shush ppII neveI told you that anyways I think ted knocked mike's door of the hinges or smth😬 but yea that all🤭just get ready for the next chapter since some gay shit is ganna happen✨🏳️‍🌈✨

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