This happens again recently a few years ago when my cousins boyfriend at that time was living with her and my aunt, Istek and I thought nothing of it. We always were tallking about the cakes and he will bake the best cake for me and I agree because I was young and thought nothing of it.
I was wrong.
I was on the sofa, having a nice time, playing on my ipad. I smiled when I dressed up the innocent beauty chatacter with delight as I saw him staring at me at the corner of my eye, but as being around 10ish I understood that as normal as I looked at him and smiled, as I waved at him and giggled, not thinking of it.
I was wrong again
He soon motioned him for me to he on his lap as I obliged, it was awkwardly but I did it because I trusted him, but ad he began riding his legs snd making me bounce on his crotch area as he moaned. I looked to my sister but she was absorbed with her phone.
If only she knew what went on or payed attention
I soon got off him as I smiled and hopped to the bathroom, as I muttered him saying along the lines as too come back or something as I put on the innocent facade as I locked myself in the bathroom, confused what has happend, I thought it was normal because he couldn't have had a sexual relationship, ny innocent mind thought to himself, he was my friend, and my cousins ex, it was just normal, and I thought nothing would be affected because of it,
It affected my whole life
I wish I did something to stop it, but I wish I wasn't so innocent and I hate myself for being this way, no matter how much hurt and trauma he has put on me I stil cant hate him, not at all, that's the problem with me. No matterhorn hard I try or they try, I can never hate them. I think that'd a good thing
I guess we will never know.
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Non-FictionI don't know what too put here ir what too say, your about to read about my life and how I feel, and the effect of Sa has taken an effect of me. I will tallk about alot of themes aswel as Sa so if your uncomfortable please leave. This is my own pers...
