When I was younger,my mum had a close turkish mum with a child, a few years older than me, about 4-7 years older than me, and when I was younger he used to hide with me and he would hug me when I was scared, he then started kissing me and trying to snog Me, which at that time all I thought was normal but then niw when I'm older and I reflected the way I portray men has changed, for the worse I soon realised that he diddnt want my personality but the way he wanted to feel, so he always requested more hide in the seek in the dark, I did that aswell to try snd to satisfy what he wanted or to feel loved by him.
I have a feeling that because of the absence of my father that always left early to work and came late to the point I would have been in bed because I was young, so my bedtime was early, but they never realised that once I was in bed, I never went back to sleep.
I would go to sleep "late" and wake up early, I never really understood why but soon everything changed ehen I felt the sudden urge to feel compassionate with my father because I was touch starved and was groped by my mums turkish friends son, but I diddnt know that.
I was only 7
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