TAMED

eleven

When he stepped closer, I throw any inhibitions away. My heart beats so fast and I stare hard at his face hoping to find Something in there. Maybe a hint that this should be stop or what. But I found none of it.

Everything is fading away when he touches my chin and then his mouth pressed softly on my lips. I wrapped my arms on his neck and let out a soft moan.

He slowly lays me on the mattress and moved on top of me like a cowboy on top of a horse.

When I felt his lips travelling down to my breasts toying It's rose buds with his tongue, everything in me evaporated. I can feel his fingers hooking the lace of my black panties and slowly sliding it down.

I involuntarily arc my body towards him. Leaving him panting and screeching. And a smile curved up on my lips. At least we both felt the same.

His hot and warm body embraced me when he stripped off all of our clothing. The cold room suddenly feels sultry and burning. And when I look down on his masculinity, I quickly closed my eyes. He's so damn big down there that I thought my body couldn't accommodate.

There is tremor inside my body when I feel his rough hand gently kneading my lower body. It feels so good and at the same time so scary. Scary Coz I might evaporate right now even before he does.

"Open your eyes, my lady..." I heard his soft voice calling out in between harsh breathing.

I unsurely did and the sight of him so hard and so ready made me swallow hard.

"I don't want to upset or hurt you. Can we--"

" I wanted this. You don't have to say like your guilty or something. And yes, we will do it right now.. " I finished the sentence for him. No way in he'll I am backing up. I won't be so sure I'll have the courage to do it later or the next time.

" I know.." He rasps. Eyes looking down on me.

His eyes bore on to my soul that I am not aware of my hand slowly ran up and down on his back. Making him groan and gripped my face with both hands while his mouth hungrily seek mine. His weigh startles me but my mind was preoccupied with something so potent and exciting. I wreath under him.

When he thought my lungs needed some air to fill in, his lips erotically travels down to my neck and then down to my left breast. While his right hand touches my lower abdomen making my body ready to accommodate his largeness.

I felt panic and a painful prick on my lower body when his maleness seeking entrance. I never thought that sex could be this painful and so damn uncomfortable. And I cried so loud when he tried hard at the core.

Then a hot wet liquid flows down on my thigh and a stingy sensation replaced. Patrick went still. Unable to move.

His eyes that stare down at me were full of worries and questions. But I don't want to spoil this moment by an unending question and answer argument. I wanted this. I wanted him. No questions and no explanations.

I closed my eyes though my mind yells at me to stare back at him. To the man I gave my whole self. To the man I trusted because he never ask me to. To the man who hurt me by his words but I have allowed to be this intimate and private.

"Please.. Just go on. Don't stop.." I whispered in between harsh breathing. My hands were placed on his side groping his spine so he will continue.

"..my lady.." His voice was gentle and low. Unsure weather he will go on or stop.

"Don't talk. Don't say anything. Save your words after. Because right now I won't listen to it.." I stopped his sentence. This is it. This is the right moment. Spare the worries now. Let it worry later.

His body slowly make sweet sultry movements. While his tongue toyed the areole of my left breast whispering words of love and tenderness just so I won't mind the pressure down on my body.

The pain and the stingy feeling was then replaced by a feeling I can't quiet determine. I felt like I'm floating and flying up in the air. Like there's a bomb inside ready to blast with just a twist of a finger.

Patrick's movements went faster when he realize I'm getting used to with the weigh on my lower part. His breathing is rugged matching with a soft moan and light quacks.

Then faster he went. So fast that the bed literally moved. Our body danced and joins in rhythmic pattern. I gripped hard at his arms while my mouth was slightly open making those soft moan became loud groans of despair and passion.

Patrick's eyes were shut firmly. His mouth twisted up while his hands strongly hold my shoulders. Everything feels like heaven. And then I felt something flowing inside on my abdomen. Something inside that unites me and him and together we clasp our hands while we hand in hand reached for it.

Silence overtook the entire suite. My eyes were staring at the lovely chandeliers glittering up the ceiling. I never thought these chandeliers could be that enchanting and pretty. I felt like I'm laying in bed with rose petals and everything around me were so alive and beautiful.

Patrick's weigh is disturbing but I don't mind. I love to think that he's just right here latched on top of me. So damn reachable. Where I could touch and hold him with out inhibitions.

" You never told me your still a-"

"That I'm still a virgin? If I told you before would you even believe me? Or would something like this could ever happened? No, Patrick. Besides, I don't mind losing it anyway.." I say the words so casually. Hiding the slight pain thinking that he just lusted me because he thought I'm a used girl.

"Sara..why would you even say that? I never do this because of lustful reasons. I have my own reasons but not that things you were thinking.." He muttered. He slowly slide his bare body to my side making me felt so empty and alone. Why am I so fucking emotional?

"Reasons like what..?" I say. Voice squeak.

He pulls my body closer to him and hug me so tight while his head rested on top of my breast. "Not the right time for you to know yet. Now, can you give me an hour to sleep? You made me so tired like an old man.." He groans while taking small kiss to my exposed breast.

Moments later I heard his soft sweet snores. Serves an aphrodisiac to my new discovered self. And before I could think of something so bold and wild like waking him with kisses, I decided to take a sleep also for myself. In a brief moment, I dreamed of him and me in a land where happiness last forever.