Love and Fame (BTS + Dreamcatcher fanfic)

Chapter 22

Yoohyeon's POV:

Even though I was exhausted after this day, I couldn't fall asleep, too much was on my mind. First, what was Jiu trying to do? On one side, she was flirting with Kai and on the other organized a whole afternoon for me. Did she feel too lonely and wanted to get closer to me again, after all those years? But I wasn't her toy anymore, I couldn't let her play with me again like she did before.

And this important thing she wanted to talk to me about, what was it? From what I saw, it could be only two things. Either she wanted to tell me that she was finally official with Kai or she wanted to ask out again. But in both cases, I didn't want to hear that. Seeing Kai hugging and kissing her at the agency at the beginning of the week hurt me so much. They were definitely made for each other, she was comfortable with him and he was strong enough to handle her, unlike me. Back then, I was so weak and just let her do what she wanted with me. Even if I loved her more than anything, I knew I could never be with her again, but I couldn't see her dating someone else either. In both situations, I was going to get hurt, and that was why I was trying to avoid this conversation with her.

And on the other hand, more time passed and closer I was to 8am, the hour Taehyung was going to pick me up. I was so excited, it was finally the opportunity to leave far from my problems and enjoy some time off.

With all of that, I had to much things to think about to just fall asleep and kept turning in the bed. So much that Yubin almost choked me with the blanket, tired of all the movements and little sighs I was making. After a few times that seemed endless, I turned around and looked at the digital clock on the bedside table: 1:43am. Only? I let a heavy sight out and turned back, trying to find a comfortable position again.

"Kim Yoohyeon I swear, if I hear another sound coming from you, I'm going to knock you out." Yubin suddenly said.

"Maybe it would be better." I sighed again. Seeing how this night started, I knew it would be impossible to fall asleep otherwise.

"Why aren't you sleeping in your room?"

"Sua unnie and Siyeon unnie are doing... dirty things."

"Ew gross. And Jiu unnie's room then?"

"...no."

With someone else, I would have needed to explain but with Yubin, I knew she would understand what I was thinking about, especially with what I told her these last two weeks. I noticed that Jiu was acting so strange suddenly and this talk I had with her about my first time also surprised me. And especially, the fact that I fell on Kai and her hugging at the entrance of the agency didn't leave me indifferent. So with all of that, Yubin knew why I was uncomfortable with Jiu.

And seeing me lost in my thoughts, she suddenly took me in her arms and hugged me tightly. In the daytime, she would have never done that but she knew that right now, I needed it and I was so grateful to have her.

"Close your eyes and empty your head, I will wake you up when it will be time to get prepared. Don't worry Yooh, I got you." She said softy, caressing my hair.

And just like that, I managed to finally get some rest, feeling so safe in the arms of my best friend.

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Ding Dong.

Finally, he was here. It's been at least 10 minutes that I was standing in front of the entrance door ready, with my coat and shoes already on, my suitcase next to me and Pie waiting excitedly for she didn't even know what.

"I knew he would arrive earlier." Sua said, leaning against the doorway of our room. "Just like the first evening he came here, he's just too excited."

"Well, I won't complain." I smiled, walking to her and hugging her tightly. "Goodbye unnie, see you tomorrow."