Blink of an eye

Aftermath

Short chapter -from author

Felix's pov:
Felix finds himself in a bathroom stall doing everything in his power to avoid chan who he shares every class with,"maybe i am too clingy, we share all classes, i'm constantly at his house and always with him...i am too clingy." He slides down the stall wall hugging his knees.

Bangchans Pov:
I find myself barging through the roof doors wanting to get away from the crowd.I feel my legs give out as I fall to my knees, trying not to break down but failing. I feel like someone has me in a choke hold cutting off my breathing, I feel myself start to hyperventilate. My hands start shaking as I look down, the only thing I can feel is fear and guilt. Felix was my lifeline, my soulmate,my .. Everything. And now i lost him "Dumb" i say out loud to myself. "How could I do this?" I said unsteadily, I hit myself in the head lightly.. I keep hearing myself repeat the same thing "I lost him" muttering it over and over. Now I really felt like I was suffocating. I felt like I was going crazy.
I hear the rooftop door open and a pair of steps rush to me , "hey, are you ok?" I hear a voice say in a worried tone.
I try to say something but it feels like my voice was ripped away from me. I shake my head repeatedly. The two boys sees this and tries their best to calm him down

Unknown pov:
After a while of trying to calm this boy down we did, I was the first to speak,"hey are you ok?, my name is han", the poor boy looks at me and sputters out, "I-im ok ''. It's very clear he isn't but I'm not sure how to help him. "Ok well what's your name im hyunjin", my friend says in a cheerful yet worried voice. The boy looked up almost in tears again, "my name is bangchan you can call me chan or any nickname..",the boy now known as chan mumbled. I sat next to chan pulling him into a hug, "ok channie"..I can feel him breathing heavily but I'm scared that if i ask what's wrong he might break down again.

Felix's pov:
I stay on the floor trying to calm down my breathing as I hear the door open with two pairs of feet walking in. I put my hand over my mouth to stop my voice from making noises to go unnoticed. "Is someone in here?" I hear someone say, should I answer they would probably see me on the floor anyway. "Um ya" I responded trying to keep my voice balanced but failed. I hold my legs to my chest as I feel my tears stream down my face. "um , hey are you ok it sounds like you're crying in there" the other unknown voice asks. I quickly mumble out an excuse, "i-im fine, not crying, just trying to hide from class."
I hear one boy whisper something to the other, then I see a face appear at the top of my stall door, "so you were crying hm?" the boy says as the other slides under the door. I just sit there quietly as the boy in the stall unlocks the door and lets the other in. "So are you gonna stare at us or tell us why you were crying um..what's your name?", "Felix, my name is felix." I mumbled, "well lixie you're going to need to tell us why you're crying." the unknown voice crouched down to my eye level. "Why would I tell a stranger why I'm crying" I say hoping they would leave. "Well i can't help you if i don't know what's wrong, I'm Lee know and this is Changbin" He points to the guy beside him. I glance at both of them "I don't need help I just want to be alone" I look at the wall as i speak wiping my cheek. "It was my fault" I mumbled hoping they didn't hear me.
"I-I never gave him space, i always want to be with him. But he left me, just like everyone else. I thought we were best friends y'know" Felix says choking up a sob.