Unrequired: A MileApo FanFiction

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It's been a year since the last time I saw my friends specially him... I avoided everyone because I want to heal myself, I want to forgot my feeling to him that cause me a lot of pain but now I'm back even though I know for a fact that I'll never forgot about this d*amn feelings of mine.

I'm here now at the airport my plane just landed here to get my luggage when I saw familiar faces waving at me.

"Porsche! I miss you so much." I was shock to see them both here. As he said that he ran towards me and hug me tight.

I hug him back "I miss you too."

"Hi Porsche Welcome back" I let go the hug and face the other person.

"Thank you" is the only thing I said in reply.

"By the way what are you two doing here at the airport finally going to your honeymoon" I jokingly said but inside I'm really jealous.

"Yes... We're going to celebrate are new journey as husbands/honeymoon at Italy" One of them reply.

I can see the happiness to their eyes. How I wish that I can be him to feel this kind of love, a love that is being return with equal affection.

"Congratulations to the both of you. Pete and Vegas" I said then show them a smile

"Vegas you forgot you passport at my car." Said a familiar voice as I turn around I saw him the person you make me suffer in pain the person who I though I already forgot my feelings towards him

"Porsche you're back" he said when he finally reach our place. It was Kinn

"Yeah" the only word that came out of my mouth.

After a minute of silence the flight of Pete and Vegas is called so they need to enter the plane now. I was about to walk away to go home when Kinn called my name.

"Porsche... Are going home?" he ask

"Yes cause I'm kinda tired" I reply

"Then I'll give you a ride home it's hard to catch taxi here specially this evening" He offered.

"Sure if it is ok with you"

"Of course we're bestfriends after all" he said.

"Yes bestfriends. Thank you" It really hurts everytime he said that word.

The atmosphere in the car is really awkward because no one is talking as if we are strangers who don't know each other.

"So how are you? How is U.S?" He as me to break the ice cold silence

"I'm ok and I already adjust myself there how about you? How was you wife?" I ask him back I know his answer will just hurt me but I still want to know.

"I'm ok and for the record there is no wedding, there's no wife" that answer rings a bell in my head. It makes me happy but sad at the same time.

"Why?" I can't stop myself of asking again. I'm curious about what happend.

"She cheated on me, Her agenda was to make me her husband to be rich. I didn't believe it at first but after what I saw, her cheating on me inside the condo I bought for her my mind went blank and my eyes when black I almost killed them both but luckily Vegas was there with me" he stated. I feel bad for asking and being happy.

He stop the car then said. "I'm sorry Porsche for not believing you, my bestfriend. We even fought back then because of that."

Now I remember...

Flashback

It's been a week since Kinn's proposal to his girlfriend. I'm currently working on my resto inventory because I want to forget the pain even for few days before meeting him again.

One time I'm greeting of the V.I.P costumer when I saw a familiar figure entering the resto. It was Kinn's Girlfriend with another man, they are sweet to each other. I walk closer towards them to see if I was right when I confirm what I saw I was about to leave when I hear them talking about Kinn.

"You know what Kinn is so inlove with me that he even bought me my own condo." Said the girl

"Oh babe your acting is really something." the guys said then kiss the girls hand.

"I'm really sick of him being clingy he disgust me" she said and rolled her eyes. "If it doesn't for his money I'll never let him court me and be his girlfriend that is why after the wedding I will transfer all his money to mine then divorce him. He does deserve to be rich" she added.

"Babe it you finally done that let's get married" the guy said while holding the girls hand.

I was shock hearing their conversation and it also made me furiously mad.

Kinn was a great guy, handsome, humble and he respect everyone, he is everything that a girl or gay would love to marry. Being rich is just an addition but even though him being poor is still attractive.

After hearing those. I can't keep myself not to overthink. I want to tell Kinn but I'm scared I don't want him to be hurt and I'm not in the place to talk but lying to him will make him more hurt.

After a few days I finally decided to tell him it was for his own good, he needs to learn the truth about the girl he will bring at the altars. So I texted him to meet me at my resto during closing time.

"Kinn you're here" I said after seeing him he looks exhaust.

"Yeah" is the only word he said

"I want to say something to you I want you to know that you should stop the wedding" I said to him that makes his eyebrow rise. "I saw her here in my resto with another guy the other day they are talking about you. Your girl doesn't love you, she was with you because of your money not because of are you" I added but his reaction was not I was expecting for.

"You think I will believe in you?! Who are you to make some wrong information about my girlfriend?! Porsche you're just my friend and you should act one I know thag you are jealous because I'm marrying her not you?!" he said and his final words him me

"What do you mean?" I ask even though I know the answer.

"Porsche I know that you are inlove with me but I didn't avoid you or confront you because you're my bestfriend but you don't have the right to talk to my girl like that and stop nagging me and clinging onto me your not my lover! Stop doing this I love her not you" he said then left.

It hurts me so bad that he didn't believe me and his words also made me realise that my love for him will never be returned to me. I cry then cry after that night.

After few days I decided to leave Thailand then visit my sister who leaves in U.S with his family then ask my Bother Porchay to manage the resto while I am away.

End of flashback

"It's in the past now Kinn and I'm happy that you're ok now." I said to him to assure him that we're ok.

"And Porsche about your feelings towards me.." I stop him before he finish his sentence

"Kinn me being inlove with you is now in the past you don't need to be responsible for those feeling of mine. After all we're bestfriends right?" I ask him.

"Yeah we are bestfriends" he answer but I saw the hurt and longing in his eyes.

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Sorry for my grammar. English is not my first language hehe. Thank you for reading. Have a great year ❤️