Unrequired: A MileApo FanFiction

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After that conversation Kinn continues to drive so as the awkward silence. I don't have anything to say, I don't know how to start a conversation that can kill the silence until I hear his stomach growl and it make me laugh.

He looks at me with an akward smile and "Sorry I didn't get to eat dinner ever since Pete and Vegas as me to drive them personally to airport"

"You know what I still didn't eat dinner either, do you want to eat? The resto must be still open now" I suggest to him while raising an eyebrow playfuly.

"I won't refuse to your kind offer sir." he said playing along with me.

I miss this. I miss the old us, the us that is comfortable with each other.

We arrive at the resto one of the staff stop me from entering and said that the resto is close. I bet she is new here since she doesn't know me.

"Why can't we enter?" I ask her.

"Sir the resto is about to close and we are not letting others to enter anymore we are very sorry Sir I hope you understand" she said and bow.

She is right and I'm proud that she is doing her job properly. I was about to ask another question when Porchay saw me he runs towards me then hug me.

"P'Porsche when did you get here?" he ask after the hug.

"Just now me and P'Kinn are starving I miss eating here" I replied.

"Oh P'Kinn your also here come on in one of the V.I.P rooms was not occupied." he said then lead us there but before we leave the lady said sorry for not letting us in and for not knowing who I am.

"It's ok you're just doing your job. Well done" I pat her head then smile.

Its a habit of mine whenever my friends or staff did something good I pat their heads but I never done that to Kinn, cause I'm not sure if he will like it or not.

We enter the resto and seated at the V.I.P room I ask my brother if the staff who stop us at the door can be the one to serve us.

"It's been a while since we ate together after that incident" Kinn said while looking around the room. The exact room where we fought.

"P'Kinn please stop reminiscing past is past and what we have now is new I already told you didn't I that we are bestfriends and the past will never separate us" I told him with a smile.

I prefer to see him smile that see regrets and hurts in his eyes. No doubt I'm still in love with him.

Fast forward

We ride again to his car and while driving we talk about the time we spent together my house is near when I see a park it was newly build I ask Kinn to stop the car I want some fresh air and it is my first time seeing this park.

While walking I saw people gathering around cheering like crazy I come closer to see what is happening then I saw a man kneeling and proposing to his girl they are really happy then I remember that day when Kinn proposed to his ex.

Flashback

"Guys I need your help" Kinn said

We are now at Kinn's house because he texted us saying that he needs are help with something.

"What is it P'Kinn?" Kim ask him

"I'm going to propose to my girlfriend" he said we are all shock because of the sudden news but the shock was replaced by cheer I did also cheer but my heart shutters into pieces and it was bleeding like hell.

"Guys I have something to do, you can continue" I excuse myself cause I don't want them to see what I really feel.

"But Porsche we still need to plan how P'Kinn will propose to his girlfriend" Pete said.

"You can just tell me later I really need to go and do my work it was very important and P'Kinn congratulations in advance I hope the proposal will went well and I will support your plans don’t worry about it and for the meantime and guys I really need to go" I said then leave the place.

I rode my car then started to cry. Then I ask myself.

Why do I need to fall in love with a person who I knew will never love me back? Why do I need to suffer like this? Why did I love him even though it hurts me?

Fast forward

Today is the day of Kinn proposal it was a beach proposal me and are friends help him prepare the spot where his girl will walk and where he will propose.

"Porsche you are quiet the whole time is there something wrong, are you sick?" Tay ask me. I didn't bother to say a word and just shake my head as a respond (as a no).

After an hour we finally finish it was already 6:35 in the evening Kinn already texted Vegas that they are near so all of us hide near the place.

When I saw them walking near the place I was really jealous and my eyes started to water I wipe if fast cause I don't want anyone to see me like this.

When Kinn and his girl are stading at the spot Big swith on the lights then Kinn kneel together the lights turning on.

"Babe I really love you and I don't know how can I live withou you anymore so I will ask you. Would you like you be my wife ans to be the mother of my child?" He ask.

The girls was very shock but eventually said Yes. And that was are cue to come out of  our hiding spot. We all cheer for them and congratulate them.

They are now eating but I was seating far away from them and I can't eat, I don't have the appetite to...

I was seating alone drinking my third bottle of beer even thought I'm not really a drinker when someone sits beside me. It was Pete.

"Hey why are you here the party is there?" He ask me

"Pete you already know the answer to your question" I replied then Drunk my beer straight then open another one.

"Porsche why don't you just confess your feelings to him before it's to late?" Pete ask me.

"There's no need for that coz we all know this feelings of mine are just one sided love or what they called UNREQUIRED" I said before standing up to leave the event's place where in the person I love proposed to his lover.

End of flashback

"-sche, Porsche, hey Porsche are you ok you're crying"

"Oh I'm sorry P'Kinn I just remember something and I'm not crying it was just the wind" I said then wipe my tears away.

"Are you sure?" he ask with concern tone

"Yes P'Kinn I'm sure come on I'm really tired" I said then walk back again to the car.

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