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Kinn's Pov.

Seeing Porsche cry breaks my heart. I want to ask more but he walks back inside the car.

I started the engine the continue to drive his house is near. When we've finally got to his house Porsche was about to leave the car but I stop him by holding his wrist. He look at me with questioning eyes.

"Porsche can you please tell me if something is wrong P' is always here for you. You can talk to me I won't judge you" I said to him.

"P'Kinn you're imagining things I told you I'm ok so let go of me now I need to get my luggage" he said and show his smile to assure me. I let go of his hand and help him carry his luggage.

"P'Kinn thank you for helping me and for driving me home" he said.

"It's nothing now go inside and rest I know you're tired from your flight" I said. I was about to enter my car when he stop me.

"Phi drive safe and text me when you arrive home" he said before entering his house. We exchanged numbers while eating at his resto.

Porsche never change he always take care of me and he always support me in everything that I do. I regret every words I say to him before he leaves to go to U.S after leaving and knowing the truth about my ex I regret not listening to him my bestfriend, my childhood friend.

When he leaves I feel devasted. I feel more sad about him leaving that my ex cheating on me and thats when I realise how important Porsche is to me and how my feeling changes towards him.

I'm also inlove with my bestfriend but it looks like he finally move on he even avoided the conversation about it and said it was now all in the past.

Porsche's Pov.

"Porsche I'm already home" I read Kinn message.

It was kind a embarrassing crying like that I need to stop. Why can't I stop loving him? Is their a chance that we can be together? No. I need to stop thinking about it me and Kinn are just friends nothing more.

But your both single now? Said my subconscious

Yes we're both single but that doesn't mean he can fall in love with me, his straight after all. Why can't I stop putting my hopes up? I know for a fact that even thought they've broken up Kinn will never see me as how I see him. He is straight and wish to have his own family I can’t give him that.

"You know what I should stop thinking about it, I need to sleep and relax I still have things to do tomorrow" I said to myself then go to sleep.

It is now morning when I hear someone knocking at the door to my surprise it was Kinn.

"Oh Phi why are you here so early?" I ask

"Nothing I just want to hang out with you" he replied

"Phi you literally can just text or give me a call to ask me to hangout" I said laughing

"Oh yeah I forgot about that" he laugh while scratching the back of his head.

"Come on in P'Kinn I'm making breakfast"

"Yes thank you" he said then enter my house. "Porsche do you have any plans for today? Are you busy?" he ask

"I'm not busy but I need to go visit the resto and check some works there" I answer.

"After that would you like to go out with me?" he nervously ask

"Are asking me for a date?" I jokingly ask but I now that it will never happen

"You can say that" his sentence gives me shivers all over my body.

"Phi I'm just joking you don't need to be serious" I said but the shock is still written in my eyes.

"But I'm not joking or playing along with you joke Porsche I really would like to go on a date with you" he said then he slowly came closer.

I must be dreaming. I need to wake up, this feeling of mine will never be felt by him haha.

"Phi please stop. To tell you the truth I do still have this d'amn feelings for you but I'm trying to move on so please lets stop this joke already" I said but my heart is still beating so fast and loud.

"But I don’t want to stop Porsche and to tell you the truth I'm also inlove with you I know its late but I want to take my chance. I realise that I can't leave without you after you disappear it hurts me more knowing you leave because of me than knowing my girlfriend is cheating behind my back so Porsche please don't close you heart to me and please give me a chance to prove myself to you." he said then close the space between us.

His lips are soft and the way he kiss me is so gentle yet passionate.

"P'Kinn" is the only word I said after the kiss.

"Porsche please give me a chance to prove myself if you want me to court you I'll court you I can also wait until I die" he said while holding my hands tight

"P'Kinn it was still early in the morning so stop that nonsense" I said then turn around. "But if you really insist we can try, you can court me but remember I'm not a woman so you need to do something that can allow me to feel as myself. And Phi if you can really wait please wait I still need time to heal." I added.

I saw him smile that made his eyes close.

" Thank you Porsche and yes I'll do anything to make you happy and forgive me" he said and hug me tight.

I hope my decision is right I love Kinn where both single but I still need time and I also need to put my guard up I don't want to feel the pain anymore.

Kinn please take care of me. Please don't ever break my heart. I'll trust you with my feelings again so please don't waste that chance.

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Another update I hope you like it❤️

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