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I want to announce that this is probably the last time I'm actually going to celebrate new years, wish people happy new years and especially new years eve.
Ever since last year and the year before, I would get this piercing pain in my chest, especially when I would say, hear, or see "New Years Eve" or the like. Being reminded of things coming to an end gives me harsh sense of panic.
That being said, until I get my brain shit sorted out I'm going to treat each new year the same as a new month, week, day, and so on, so I can avoid overthinking myself into a flurry.
