we don't feel like us anymore - chanlix

welcome to the lee's

"So as I said, I have classes from 8am to about 2pm so I'll be out of your hair. I really am not much of a hassle, I promise." Jisung says.

"Ah I see, well Jisung, I think it would be a pleasure to have you here with us, what do you think Chan?"
"Oh definitely, you seem very well mannered Jisung" Chan spoke to which Jisung replied with another small bow.

"Well then, its settled! Welcome to the Lee household Jisung" Felix cheered.

"Thank you so much Mr. Lee and....Mr. Lee, I truly do appreciate it!" Jisung chimed as smiled brightly.

"Oh please, just call us on our names, you'll make me feel old" Chan giggled.

"I couldn't.. could I maybe call you my hyungs?"

"Sure thing, Jisung."

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Jisung hurried upstairs to unpack his things, taking in the beautiful home and even prettier room. The room welcomed him with soft apricot curtains and plushies scattered across the bed. A few steps further and Jisung sees a beautifully modern bathroom with a luxurious shower and many pampering products. He's definitely gonna be using some of those later. The room felt homey, peaceful and comfortable. He really did get lucky with such a lovely place to stay with the loveliest of owners.

"I have a really good feeling about this." Felix mumbled as he lay against Chan's chest in their bedroom.

"As long as you're happy Lix, I love you, I hope you know that."

"Thank you Channie, I love you too" Felix spoke as he kissed the older man. The kiss was tender and warm, livelier than all the other kisses they've shared in the past few weeks.

As the two lay their heads down to rest, the room was overcrowded with silent thoughts from the both. Thoughts of uncertainty, worry, anxiety but mostly thoughts of excitement and intrigue.

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"Morning Jisung!" Felix greeted the boy coming down the stairs.

Jisung was met with a big breakfast awaiting his arrival at the table. The smell of bacon, eggs and waffles pleasantly inviting him.

"Oh my gosh, I do not deserve you guys" Jisung said amazed.

Chan giggled at his exasperated expression, seated at the edge of the table sipping his coffee.

"I didn't know what you liked so I made everything" Felix added. "And it's really no problem, I love cooking"

Jisung felt so welcome and loved. He knew that he had made the right decision to stay with them. Jisung never really knew what it meant to have a home, other than constant screaming from drunk parents and many trips to the ER late at night with his mother. For the first time he felt at home.

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"Hey, do you wanna watch a movie? We can call Jisung down and have a little 'family movie night'" Chan suggested playfully, Felix liking the idea a lot.

The two quickly and quietly discussed the idea before pitching it to Jisung.

"Oh no, I really wouldn't want to intrude" Jisung spoke, shaking his hands.
Jisung stands in front of the two seated men as if on trial and facing the jury. He anxiously waits to hear the verdict.

"Nonsense, we'd love for you to watch with us" Felix spoke. Sending a swift glance to Chan.

"C'mon, have a seat, sung." Chan signaled to the space in between them.

Jisung slowly sat down as the older men covered him with blankets, snuggling up closer to Chan. Chan smelt of sandalwood and musk, his black shirt hugging his chest so well. Meanwhile,  felix was absentmindely rubbing his thumb against Jisung's shoulder. He felt so safe between the two men.

The film continued for a while and not soon after, Jisung found himself fast asleep between the men, clawing at the blanket and making himself comfortable.

Chan glanced down at the blue haired boy sleeping peacefully on his lap as he stroked his hair softly. "I think I'll take him up to his room now" Chan whispered. Felix nodded, returning his eyes to the screen.

Chan carried Jisung upstairs and lay him down on his bed, tucking him in as he left a soft kiss on his forehead. Jisung really was beautiful, Chan thought to himself. He had soft features and a small frame. He wondered how Jisung would feel beneath him, how his skin would taste when he would bite into it, slowly dragging out moans out of the boy as he-

Chan shook his head, ridding his obscene thoughts as he left the room, trying to calm his increasing heart rate.

"What was that about?" Chan whispered to himself, shutting the door and making his way down the hallway and back to Felix.