we don't feel like us anymore - chanlix

the more, the merrier

Jisung felt like prey.

He noticed that the stares from the two men have been getting significantly more. He would sometimes catch the lovers staring at his face or his arms or his waist or his ass. He pretended not to notice, but he did, and he loved it. Jisung would be lying if he said he hadn't thought of having sex with Chan or Felix, or rather Chan AND Felix.

The clock flashed 5:07 PM in red digital numbers as Jisung flattened the bedsheets, tidying up his room. He took a deep breath, looking at himself in the mirror and made his way downstairs.

Jisung heard the shower water running as he passed the couple's room, looking at the portraits and paintings that are decorated on the walls of the Lee residence. Chan sits in the living room with a loose tank top on and some shorts. His big arms on display. Jisung feels tingly, unsure if what he's about to do will actually work.

Jisung takes a step towards the side of the couch where Chan is seated, causing the older man to turn his head.

"Hyung, how do I look?"

Chan's mouth falls open, unable for any thoughts or words to process.

Before him stands Jisung, in a tight mesh crop top and a short, black plaited skirt; the material barely touching the middle of his thigh. He wore a pretty smokey eye with lipgloss and a dash of red lipstick.

"Uh, oh my, sungie, you uh, you look absolutely gorgeous" Chan was unable to function like a normal human being. Everything went haywire, his cock being the first thing to react.

"You think so, hyung?" Jisung asked, fondling the material of the skirt between his fingers and rocking side to side, eagerly waiting for the older's validation.

"Yea, definitely" Chan said, bewildered. "But uh, what's the occasion?" He gulped.

"I was gonna wear this to a party, but I think it looks better for hyung." Jisung said in a teasing tone, slowly stepping closer to Chan until he was straddling the older. "I got all dressed up just for you, hyung."

Chan's eyes widened as he looked into Jisung's pupils, searching for something, anything that would shed light on what's currently happening.

The only thing Chan could find in the depthless eyes of Jisung was lust and need. The younger's eyes feasted on Chan hungrily and everything went quiet, the world stopped spinning and the two men —staring into each other's eyes— lit up with a bright, yellow light. The energy radiating off of them and illuminating the house.

Chan pulled their lips together like magnets, hungrily connecting them and being unable to let go, the force between the two immeasurably strong. Chan bit onto Jisung's bottom lip as he opened his mouth, letting out a moan. Chan retaliated by grabbing the younger's waist and pulling him even closer. With the distance between them now closed, Jisung started slowly rocking his hips onto Chan's crotch, which elicited a deep groan from the older.

"You drive me crazy, sungie"

"Hyung makes me feel like I'm the only thing that matters. I want to matter to you." Jisung let out a moan that was a little too loud as Chan sucked on his neck. Hitting that spot just right with his tongue.

"Let me show you how much I can matter to you" Jisung sussurated.

Jisung jumped when he heard Felix entering the room. The blonde came down the stairs in an oversized tee and loose shorts. His hair still messy and wet from the shower. He now faced the two men, one more lustful than the other.

Jisung immediately got off of Chan, flattening his skirt to try and hide his erection. "Oh my gosh, oh god, no no, Felix hyung I'm so sorry oh my, I'm so sorry, it's just- i, uhm, i didn't, well, i didn't mean to, ohmygo- I'm sorry it just happened i swear-" Jisung pleaded, a pool of tears starting to form in his eyes as he stuttered and mumbled incoherently.

Jisung was overcome with an immense feeling of guilt. How could he go after a married man, nonetheless a married man who took him in when no one would, who provided him with a house, with food and comfort. He now stood in front of Felix with tears streaming down his face looking down, not being able to look him in the eyes.

Jisung expected Felix to slap him across the face and throw his things out and tell him to get the hell out of their house. He expected Felix to banish him to the deepest pits of hell for ruining their marriage and a tyrade of how he never wanted Jisung to move in.

But,

To his surprise, he was met with soft, tender hands lifting his chin and wiping his tears away.

"Jisung... Sungie, listen to me, it's okay." Felix placed a soft kiss on Jisung's lips, holding his face gently.

Jisung was a jumbled mess of emotions. He was in a state of shock, unable to move. The only thing that his mind could actually comprehend, were the delicate lips hugging his. Felix's lips comforted Jisung.

Moments later, after a silence ensued and only the sounds of supple kisses dancing around the room were heard, Jisung heard slow steps approaching from behind. Chan now stood behind Jisung, gently wrapping his arms around his waist and hugging him from the back. With both men surrounding him like a safe haven, Felix looked up into Jisung's eyes with so much warmth and love and asked:

"Sung, are you okay?"

Jisung, in between sniffles replied: "Yes, I'm just so sorry hyung, I don't know what I was thinking..."

And to that, Felix gave a light laugh and cupped Jisung's cheeks, scrunching his face into a small ball of fluff. Felix lowered himself to Jisung's ear, his lips brushing against the soft skin.

"Sung, don't you get it?" he murmured. The younger's eyes widened.

"We want you, sung. Chan and I... we need you." he breathed.

Chan tightened his grip around Jisung's waist, bending to nibble at Jisung's ear slightly, causing the blue haired boy to squirm.

"You matter to us both, sungie" Chan said in a deep growl.

At this point, Jisung's soul had left his body and he became a limp mass.

"Do you want to have some fun with us, Jisung?" The voice came from Felix this time.

"Yes, hyung..." he replied faintly, the arousal in his pants becoming unbearable.

"Yes, please..."

A/N
LONG CHAPTER WHOOP. We have reached the climax folks, prepare for some toe-curling, sheet-gripping, mouth-foaming smut in the next chapter (or actually, don't raise your expectations too high 😦).

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-K