we don't feel like us anymore - chanlix

thoughtlessly

Jisung enters the kitchen, Chan sitting in the living room watching some documentary program.

"Hyung, do we still have more of those berry juice boxes?"

"Uh, have you check-"

Chan has lost his train of thought and his words boarded that train.
Jisung wore loose sweatpants that hung low on his waist and a simple black crop top showing his toned stomach. Chan couldn't help but stare at the younger's small waist and milky skin.

"Hyung?" Jisung asked, puzzled.

"Oh, uhm, I, uh, The cupboard. Have you checked in the cupboard?" Chan croaked.

"Oh, I found them thanks" Jisung replied.

"Where's Felix Hyung?" The younger boy asked, poking a hole into the juicebox and sucking out the liquid slowly.

Chan's eyes were fixated on Jisung's glossy lips that wrapped around the straw so prettily. He darted his eyes across the room, feeling that he might've been staring for a bit too long.

"Lix went grocery shopping, he'll be back in a few hours" Chan stated.

There was a small silence, as if Chan wondered about what he was about to ask.
"Do you... wanna watch a movie or something?" He asked in an uncertain tone, not knowing what to expect from his request.

"Ah, sure, what're we watching?" Jisung replied almost immediately, reassuring Chan that he wasn't being overbearing.

"Not sure yet, you pick" Chan added whilst passing him the remote.

A few minutes later, Jisung finds himself on the older's lap, his head laying in the crook of Chan's neck as Chan has his hand around Jisung's waist, holding him tightly.

"I like it when hyung holds me like this." Jisung breathed, his mouth moving before his brain could catch up. He had hoped this hadn't come out weird or even flirty in a way, Chan was married after all.

Chan felt his cheeks warm up, realizing the position they're in. He got anxious, is this what a married man should be acting like? Holding someone else like this?
Chan didn't say anything, pretending he hadn't heard Jisung. He kept convincing himself that this was an innocent activity between a tenant and an owner, nothing else...right?

///

"Felix hyung, I was wondering if you could help me with an essay. It'll only take a second." Jisung popped his head into the room of the older, who was laying on his bed staring at his laptop screen.

"No problme sungie, I'll take a look."

Felix stood behind Jisung, leaning down to look at the computer screen. Jisung felt hot when Felix's hair would brush against his cheek or when he would talk to him so gently in that deep voice of his. Felix placed his hand upon Jisung's whom was holding the mouse, moving the cursor along with his hand. Jisung's hand felt soft and warm. Felix thought about what it would feel like for those soft hands to stroke his di-

"-so that's why I don't really understand what they expect from me." Jisung continued.

Felix was pulled out of his thoughts, remembering he was supposed to be helping Jisung, not fantasizing about him.

///

"I've seen the way you look at him"

"What?" Chan denied.

"It's okay Channie, I know he's beautiful, I think so too" Felix continued.

Felix stands in front of his vanity mirror, applying lotion to his arms. He's dressed in a pretty, light brown, silk pajama set with his hair tied in a simple bun, ready for bed as he stares at Chan from the reflection.

Chan shifts uncomfortably in his bed, unsure about Felix's motives.
"Lix, what are you getting at?"

"All I'm saying is, you like him and so do I, what's wrong with having some fun with him together?" He applied the mosturiser to his soft, freckled face.

Chan looked astonished. Was this real? Was his husband actually suggesting a threesome with their tenant? He was unsure what to say, or even what to think.

Before an answer could fall onto Chan's plush lips, Felix climbed onto the bed, straddling Chan.

"This is exactly what we need baby, something to liven us up. Can't you feel the air between us? The desire? The chemistry between us three is palpable." Felix let out a soft moan with the last sentance.

Felix pressed their lips together, initiating a wet sloppy kiss that soon turned hungrier. Chan bit Felix's lip and slipped his tongue into the other's mouth, the blonde moaned in response. Felix felt up on Chan's body, buttoning down his shirt and feeling his chest, not breaking the kiss.

"Ah baby... I missed this, I missed us" Chan moaned.

"Imagine how good you'd feel if you had both me and sungie on you" Felix teased, circling Chan's nipple with his tongue. Felix left a trail of kisses down the dark haired man's abs down to his crotch, inhaling the older's scent.

"We'd take turns sucking you off and making you feel good; or at the same time, baby. Whatever you want, my love."
Felix pulled down Chan's underwear, stroking his cock a few times before slipping the member into his mouth, circling the tip with his tongue as Chan moaned.

"I love you, Chan" Felix sputtered.

"Shhh, it's not nice to talk with your mouth full of cock, now is it baby boy?"