SATELLITE ⁀➷ jenna ortega *OLD VERSION*

𝐢 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐠𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮, 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐄𝐋𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐍

aj sighed as they finally reached the spot.
it was a cute little park. nobody there. no prying eyes.

she turned to jenna

"let's go sit on a bench over there."

jenna nodded and followed

when they arrive they sit on the two opposite sides of the bench.

she must really hate me jenna thought to herself

they sat there in silence for what felt like forever

"how could you not tell me." aj finally spoke up

it was like she was the only one who could start the conversation

"i.. i don't know..." jenna struggled out.

" how could you not tell me." aj repeated herself as she turned to face jenna.

"you knew who i was. you knew all the things i've gone through because of who my brother is." a sad expression fell upon her face. jenna's doing the same

" i'm sorry i just didn't know how. i was scared."

" oh hey aj i know who you are. or hey aj don't freak out but i'm actually your celebrity crush you rave on and on about or even hey aj my name is jenna ortega. IT WAS EASY"

jenna stayed silent. small tears forming in her eyes.

"look what did you expect? for me to never find out? were you even going to tell me?"

"i mean i trusted you. do you not trust me? jenna? is that it?" the crack in her voice made jenna's tears fall onto her cheeks.

she shook her head in protest. "no no aj i do i do trust you. i trust you so much. i was just scared. so scared."

"of what jenna. what could be so scary that you lie to me. i understand before but you knew who i was."

there was a pause. silence settled on them.
"how long"

"what?"

"how long. how long did you know who i was?"

it was jenna's turn for her voice to crack

"almost a month. but aj you have to understand i was scared. i didn't know how to tell you or what to do with the information."

"almost a month?" it came out like a long quiet breath.

"can you.. can you tell me what you were scared of jenna. help me understand please" aj had her own tears flowing down her face

"i was scared that you would stop talking to me. or liking me."

"i.. i could never not like you jenna. i've liked you for so long."

jenna let out a sharp breath.

"no. you've liked jenna ortega for so long.
i don't want to be that to you. i want to be jenna. just jenna." looking up from her sleeves she saw aj's expression.

she couldn't quite describe it though.

"i like just jenna. i got to know you. you as your own individual person and it was amazing. i mean i would rant and rave to your friends about how much i liked you." aj said

she looked away from jenna's widening eyed and at the tree line.

"not jenna ortega. although she's pretty great too." she exhaled with a small smile

" look aj words can't describe how sorry i am. and  i know kept a huge secret from you. and i'm sorry i tried to make mia keep it from you. i just wanted you to hear it from me. which obviously didn't happen. but please talk to her."

that had aj's head turning back to look at jenna.

"i forgive you."

"and you have no clue how much that means to me. but it's killing me that i'm the reason you and mia are fighting. you really need to talk to her"

"yeah..."
there was that silence. again

"yeah you're right i should talk to her."

"but i need to talk to you to"

"you go fix things with your bestfriend. i'll get an uber to take me to my hotel." jenna stated.

"are you sure? what about us?" aj said with a small sad smile.

jenna returned the smile and grabbed her hands

"i'll be right here waiting for you."

"right here?"
aj now had a hopeful expression on her face

"right here."

A/N

okay i know it's not much but the last chapter will be out very very soon. i'm so excited.

next chapter aj and mia talk.
ahhhh

jenna's right here.

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