Right person wrong time dally X reader

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I woke up my eyes burning getting use to the light and I realized dallys arm was around me I started blushing and just stroked his hair lightly I tried to get up and he pulled me back in "10 more minutes" he said "but I'm hungry and what if I didn't want you touching me" I answered " then you wouldn't have told me to stay and you love this" dally said he wasn't lying but it was embarrassing I heard a knocking on my door and when I opened it,it was ponyboy "Johnny wrote a note for us" he handed it to me and I read it, it was split into 3 sections one with pony's name one with mine and one with dallys

Dear y/n if your seeing this I'm dead I truly love you and you are my first love I want you to live for me and watch over dally tell him to watch a sunset I don't think he's ever really seen one stay tuff and dint let anyone take advantage of you if they do I'll haunt them I love you y/n it's not your fault tell dally how you feel it was very obvious and get out of here for me y/n

I started crying it hurt he was gone but even on his last days he was still him I idolize him he's strong even though he couldn't fight he was smart and always new what he was doing I hugged ponyboy dally left my room "woah y/n wanna explain" ponyboy said "shut up" i said hitting his arm "today is court how do you feel pony" I asked "I'm real nervous I don't know what's going to happen"

TIME SKIP TO END IF COURT

Cps came to talk to me and I told them everything and parents got thrown in jail it was kinda sad to watch but I felt free I knew it would t be long and k had already moved out but they should've just never had children I went home to my apartment and was just sitting in the couch my mind running I decided to get up and make food dally walked jn "foods in the stove" I was sitting down watching tv and I realized the sun was setting I grabbed dallys arms and ran outside "Johnny wanted you to properly watch a sunset" I said "that's boring" he responded "just do it please" he rolled his eyes and just watched we sat down and I was breathing in the fresh air feeling calm i lit up a cigarette it was silent but comforting we headed back in and put on a movie when dally fell asleep and laid on my lap I stroked his hair "softy" I mumbled "fuck you" he responded I soon got up to take a shower and get ready for bed but I felt panicky like scare sad mad everything I couldn't breathe I was shaking I got changed and headed to my room trying to shake the feeling but I couldn't I felt paranoid I started crying and hyperventilating and dally walked in "what the hell why do you always do this" he said as I tried to calm down "sorry" I responded and he just looked at me annoyed "but if you were going to lecture me then you can leave today has been hard I'm scared for the future and I don't need this" dally just pulled me into a hug even though he hated hugs "stop treating me differently becuase I'm Johnnys friend" I said "who are you to tell me what to do and how do you know" he responded I just shook my head "dally I wish you would just tell me how you feel" I said "it's none of your business" he responded he was hot even when he was a bitch he was playing with my hair when we layer down and we slowly fell asleep