Make Her Fall (MiChaeng)

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CHAEYOUNG'S EMAILS. SHE SCHEDULED HER MAILS SO IT GOT SENT TO THEM AT THE SAME TIME THAT NIGHT.
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Chaeyoung's mail to Dahyun:

Yo, bro,

I heard you have a knight protecting you now? Haha don't tell me you're the submissive one? Kidding. I miss you, Dubu unnie.

Sorry for accidentally punching you, I was just too hurt and in pain that time. Thank you for trying to help Tzuyu and I make up, but I was too hard headed. I am sorry I can't express my feelings well that I resort to violence.

Also sorry for pushing you away when you were just expressing your worry for me. I don't want to be a burden to you guys, it's better if y'all would just stay away from a troublesome friend like me.

I don't have to worry about you because you already have Momo unnie by your side. I think she's madly in love with you. ^_-

Let's have fun again, maybe next life? Lol. I love you best bro. xoxo

-Chaeng
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Chaeyoung's mail to Nayeon:

My dearest unnie,

Hi? I hope you're not mad at me anymore. Sorry unnie, I keep making your head hurt. I keep causing trouble for you. I know you just want what's best for me. I miss you :( I really want to go back to the gang, but at the same time I didn't want to.

I don't want to keep causing trouble for you. I am afraid that if ever have an emotional outburst again I'd hurt any of you. I have hurt Tzuyu and Dahyun unnie, how can I even bring myself to approach you all? I am ashamed of what I did. I hope y'all can forgive me.

Thanks for taking care of me unnie. I love you, my best unnie. :*

-Chaeng

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Chaeyoung's mail to Tzuyu:

Hey yoda,

Well... Sorry. Like seriously, that was lame of me for hurting you. You're not a traitor, you did the right thing. Sorry for venting my anger on to you. Sorry for calling your girl a bitch, Tzu. Sana unnie's adorable, so I hope she can forgive me too. You look good together ^_^.

If we see each other again, I will let you have your payback, punch all you want. Lol. Kidding, that hurts I hope you won't do it. Continue protecting Minari in my stead, please? Plus you should have told me she's your cousin! I could have been more honest with you so you could help me win her heart (joke 1/2). Kidding aside, nothing can be change now that it's all in the past.

I know you will blame yourself after I do this stupidity, but please don't. It was all my own decision. Let me just take a rest first. I love you, my best friend. <3

-Chaeng

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Chaeyoung's letter to her parents:

Dear mom and dad,

Wow it feels great calling you mom and dad, I always wanted to call you that way. But I get it, formality. Anyways, I am writing this informally, I hope you don't mind.

I just wanna thank you for raising me. I may not be the perfect child you always wanted me to be, but I wish that you still noticed that I tried my best with everything you wanted me to do. I hope you got proud of me even for once. I am sorry I really just couldn't do the last thing you asked me to.

I love Mina. I can't control my heart so do you. So please, don't hurt her anymore. I beg you to stop bearing hatred towards her family, they are great people.

I hope you can forgive me in this lifetime, I never wished to lose my brother just like you. I love him and I am really sorry that he was sent to heaven too young because I couldn't save him. I know you hoped it was me who drowned in that pool accident, me too. I am willing to die just to bring him back.

If I see him up there, I will properly apologize. I missed him so much, so I will be going after him a bit early. I will see my little brother real soon. Mom, dad. Please take care of yourselves.

I love you both.

-Chaeyoung

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Chaeyoung's mail to Mina:

Dear Minari,

Hi, you have seen something embarrassing from me earlier. Actually, I am glad I finally felt how crying works again. I don't remember the last time I did, and I must thank you for making me feel things that I was able to take this emotion back.

I am not saying you're making me cry, well actually, you made me cry. I cried because it hurts that I did a lot of terrible things to you that I couldn't get the chance to actually show you how much I love you. Yes Mina, I do really love you, since we were kids. But I know that doesn't change the fact that I bullied you and made that crappy bet. I was just a coward. I am so so so sorry for everything.

I don't know how else I can approach you that time without thinking that I am doing it for that bet. But after that first few weeks I spent with you, I was ready to back down on that game. But things didn't go as planned. I never wanted to hurt you nor bully you, Mina. I was told to do so. I know how smart you are, you can guess it by now.

It was all my parent's idea. To be honest, I want to curse them, but I can't. I still love them even if they don't love me. I am not just a coward, I am also a fool.

Please don't blame yourself if anything happens to me and if you finish reading this. You're not the reason for any of my suffering, it's all on me. You are actually the reason I lived this long.

I always wanted to be close to you since elementary school, and I finally got that chance last year. Although you're saying you faked that friendship, it's still enough for me that I felt the opposite during the time we spent together.

Please do know that everything I showed you and said to you were real. I admit my parents wanted me to court you and dump you, and I agreed to them. But I never planned to comply, I never planned to dump you. I love you too much that I am willing to fight against them.

Have I ever told you how beautiful you are? Specially when you show your gummy smile? If I never told you that before, I will take this chance to say it. You are the most gorgeous girl I have ever met, please never lose that smile.

I actually wanted to write a letter, but I'm afraid it will just get ruined by my tears, so I am sending emails instead and we are in technology era, right? lol.

Lastly, I hope you are happy with Jeongyeon unnie(she's older than me so...haha ^_^). Please tell her that if she don't treat you right I will haunt her even at the ends of hell.

So long my minari, my baby, my love. You're the best thing ever happened in my life. I love you... so much.

-Your Changie.