The end of us -{salvis}-

You wanna hangout with me?

-Monday-

Travis' POV:

Its almost winter break. Which means i'll have no escape from my house, not that i need one or anything. And i won't be able to see Sal..which is a good thing of course i don't wanna see him. good riddens frea- sal. But also i'll miss hanging out with him in the bathroom, i guess. We can only really hangout there cause my dad would be pissed if he found out if i wan hanging out with him. And his friends still hate me. I'm not exited for winter break i don't know how anyone is. You're trapped inside with people you ,i assume, hate. And you its to cold to do anything. The last good Christmas was with my mom..before she- nevermind then I remember i'm in math class and come back to my senses before anyone notices, especially the teacher she loves to call on me when she see's i'm dozing off, I hate her something just feel off about her. I look over to the clock on the wall and notice i've almost made it through this hell one more class then lunch. Todays my favorite bologna day! (...)

-At lunch-

I'm so tired and its only lunch. how am i going to make it through the rest of the day? I sigh as i get in line for lunch. At least todays bologna day.

I go sit at the table i always sit at when im not in the bathroom or outside. No ones really found of me so i sit alone. I can understand why. I take a bite of my sandwich its been two days since the stall incident and everythings gone back to normal exempt that i've tried to be..nicer to sal. Sals tried to be friends with me a couple times since then, i just ignore it. 

Someone sits down at my table pulling me out of my thoughts, Whos sitting at my table no one ever sits with me I look up and see..oh my its sal. Can't really ignore him now can i. I look at His usual table to see everyone giving me a death glare but their also confused.

Sals Pov:

Ive noticed that Travis has been nicer to me..well for his standards. Ive seen how he always sits alone at lunch. I decided  to sit with him today, it can't be that bad, can it?

i grab my lunch and to my dismay its bologna day. I hate the bologna, somethings just off about it. i'll give my sandwich to Travis, he seamed to like it. I walk over to the table and just sit down.

Travis' POV:

"Hi Travis!" He sounds so exited..Why? I guess i'll play into it. "Hi sal." a long silence follows, but sal breaks it " How're you today ?" Hes smiling, i can tell by his eyes crinkling. "I'm fine sally face. How're you?" I force a small smile. "I'm good! I have a question." Fuck that never ends well. "Y-yes?" " Don't worry its nothing bad, i was wondering if you wanted too maybe hangout at my place after school! I wanna get to know you more. And i could help you with math tutoring if you'd like." Is he really inviting me to his house? I don't think my dad would be very happy. But he will be at church till 11pm at least tonight. So if i'm back before that i don't see how it would be a problem. "Uh, sure." "Yes !! I'll meet you outside after school then!!" I smile at the gesture "Alright then." Lunch goes fine after that with a bit of small talk. I actually quite enjoyed having someone to talk to at lunch for once, it gets boring doing the same thing day after day.

-After Lunch-

Sal's POV:

After lunch when i was walking out of the cafeteria, on my way to my next class. Larry Todd Ash and the other walk up to me " Dude what the hell was that!?" Larry says agitated " Yeah! What the fuck sal?!" says ash "Well..he always sits alone. I wanted to sit with him. Plus hes really not that bad once you get to know him." "Dude are you high?" "Larry you know i don't do that stuff" "Yeah, Yeah. But like why in your right mind would you wanna hangout with Travis!? Hes bullied you since you joined the school. I don't care if "Hes better once you get to know him." He shouldn't be forgiven for that! You weren't here to see how he treated Todd." He really had to go there. Fuck. "I-i know. But i invited him the the apartment's after school. My place. I just, you don't know him like i do and you don't know what hes going through." larry chuckles slightly "I don't know him like you do?! I've known him since 5th grade Sal!" He sighs. I start to get scared and i feel like i'm about to throw up. "i..."I just start crying. These are one of the few reasons i'm happy to have a prostatic. "I'm sorry for making you upset." I say in a dead pan voice "It's fine Sal. i'm not upset. Just be careful, Okay?" "Okay." I just start walking to the bathroom as Larry walks to his next class.

I feel like i'm having a panic attack. I can't do this. I rummage through my bag as quickly as i can, Where is it?! Then i finally find it. The blade i took out of a pencil sharpener. I made Larry mad..he probably hates me. fuck, fuck, fuck! One for making him upset, Two from making him shout, three for hurting him, four for how i like, five for even wanting to be friends with Travis, six, seven, eight, nine, ten for everything else i've done...I snap back to reality to relise what i've done. I have to see Travis tonight, fuck! I quickly put everything away and make sure no ones out side the stall. I go and rinse the blood off my arm. God it hurts, i went too deep. i must have zoned out hard, letting my emotions get the best of me. I let out a long sigh. I take the bandages out of my bag and wrap up my arm and put my sleeves back down. I'm going to be so late to class but oh well. i walk to my next class taking deep breaths.

-After school-

Sal's POV still:

I'm waiting for Travis outside the school gates, i see so many people walking past but i haven't seen Travis yet. Hes not hard to spot hes 5'7 and has dark brown roots. I finally spot him in the crowd. "Travis!! over here!" I got his attention and he starts walking over. "Hello Sal." "Oooo Sal??" i give him a smile "Shut up Sally face don't make me regret this." "Sorryyyyyy i wont!! Follow me" "Okay- I have to leave by 8pm though." "Thats fine!" Travis lets out a little sigh but complies and follows me to the apartment's.