A Secret Within Myself

Chapter 2

    I wake up and it takes a moment but I slowly remember my dreams. They were very spicy and involved a man in complete leather. I can’t help but blush remembering the risque dreams and then the events of the previous night, Though it does remind me to go and check on Ally. I get out of bed and immediately see myself in my full length mirror across from the bed. I’m really nothing special, the same old Faith I’ve always been. I’m five foot four, have chestnut brown hair, dull blue eyes and I am quite skinny, nothing special. I walk out of my room into the guest room, Ally is still laying in bed. The glass of water on the bedside table is mostly empty which gives me a bit of hope. I know she needs to leave soon though, My parents will be coming home today, they will lose their shit if they find out I let someone stay over without permission. Only issue is, that means I need to wake her up, and she’s not going to be happy. 

    I approach her bed and lightly shake her, her eyes flutter open. “ Good morning Ally,” I say. I can see her flinch even though I was speaking at a reasonable volume, she must have a killer hangover. She looks around in a very disoriented manner and then says, “Hey Faith, How did I get here?” Ally must not remember last night, I wish I could say the same. It’s not surprising though, she was very wasted. “ Hey hon, I drove you here, You were pretty out of it last night,” I say this quieter than I had been talking. Ally smiles and thinks for a second and then she says, “Thank you for taking care of me, do you have any tylenol?” I nod and then leave the room. I walk down the hall to get tylenol out of the bathroom cabinet, it doesn’t take long for me to return to the guest room. 

    As soon as Ally is done taking the tylenol and gulping down water she asks, “ Can you take me home, I just want to nap.” Thankfully I don’t have work today so I agree. The drive back to Ally’s house is pretty uneventful, She falls asleep on the way. When we get to her house she awakens and leaves without saying anything. On my way home I decided to stop for coffee, I did a good deed and now I’m going to treat myself, I deserve a treat. 

    I get to my favorite coffee shop, Tim Hortons, and order my usual. I’m kind of happy nothing interesting is happening today. The images of the scene I saw last night, as well as the dreams I had won’t stop running through my head. I’ve been horny all morning. As I’m waiting for my coffee I hear a voice that sounds familiar but they aren’t talking to me. I look up to see if I recognize anyone in the store. The only person talking is a tall guy with dirty blonde hair and….Oh Shit Standing a few feet away from me is the guy who was in all leather last night, the guy who plagued my dreams all night. He looks over and catches me staring, I immediately look down and my face is burning. I try to hide my face but it is to no avail as I hear, “Oh Hello, you’re the voyeur from last night.” The man approaches me and I just keep my head down forcing myself to focus on the phone in my hands, the screen is black and I don’t have the ability to turn it on. 

The guy then says, “Oh come on, don’t ignore me, I know you don’t forget what happened.” I look up and immediately start to stutter, “Um, i’m v-very sorry a-about that.” He gives a half smile that only makes me blush more and says, “You’re fine, no need to be embarrassed. I’m teasing you, plus who doesn’t enjoy being walked in on every now and then.”  I stare up at him, my face getting redder by the second, completely at a loss for what to say. He chuckles and says, “Oh, you look cute when you’re helpless. How bout I buy your coffee?” My head is floating and there's now a moist feeling between my legs that I'm trying to ignore so I respond, “I-I already paid for my coffee, that’s how this works.” I end the sentence with a nervous laugh and without missing a beat he replies, “Well then I’ll just have to get your number so I can make it up to you later.” Even I can't deny how smooth of a line that was, my head is still floating so mindlessly I just say, “Uh, yeah, sure.”  I hand him my phone so he can put his number in and I realize I don’t know his name, we never introduced ourselves. I’m too scared to ask his name and I don’t really have time to because as soon as he hands me my phone the barista calls my name out. 

 I stand to get my coffee and he says, “Faith huh? Maybe your name should have been fate, or maybe that’s just what it was for us to meet here today.” I can’t believe how smooth this guy is. I’m speechless and so I just nod and walk away to get my coffee. When I turn back to leave I don’t see him and so I just head to my car. I take a second to calm down then head home. I still didn't get his name. 

Once I'm home I rush to my room to try to calm down. I've never been this horny. I'm not against masturbation or porn but I've never done it and I'm not ready to. I pull out my phone and wonder if texting him would seem desperate, although maybe I am desperate. I've never cared about any of this kind of thing before, he may not even be interested in me. I have no clue, he could just be trying to play with me or get in my pants. He was just with a girl yesterday and I don't even know who she was, I'm not okay with cheating. There's a lot to think about but at the same time I just want to be a little reckless, so I do. I look for his contact in my phone and the only name I don't recognize is Alistar, it has to be him so I text him. 

"Hey, it's Faith." That is all, a small and awkward text. I don't know if I should say anything else nor do I know when or if he'll reply. Not even 10 minutes later I hear my phone ding. I rush over to check if it's him and to my pleasant surprise it is. 

His text just reads "Hi, it was nice bumping into a girl as pretty as you." It's clear he is full on flirting, there is so much to think about but overall I just want to talk to him. "Lol, it was nice bumping into you too, I have a weird question….do you have a girlfriend?" I figure being blunt is the best way to go, it'll keep me from getting too excited. Almost immediately the phone dings again. "LOL no, the girl last night was just a hookup. Why are you interested?" I'm not sure what to say to this. Clearly by the wetness he caused in my panties I'm physically interested, but he seems to have some major sexual needs and experience. I have no experience and no clue what I even like. I don't even know if I like sex. For now I just put my phone to the side, I can answer him after I think on this a bit more.