Talking

Cut The Pain Away-4

I take a razor as I think of all the hurtful words they say,

I drag it across my arm not wanting to think about today,

I watch the blood drip down from my arm and onto the floor,

I get up off my blood stained bed and lock the door,

I sit at my desk and write a note,

Saying I love you but I must go,

As the tears fall from my eyes I finish the letter,

It read: im going insane and this is the only way to get better,

I walk away and leave the note on the bed,

And as I grab the razor her last words ran through my head,

"I love you but I have to leave,

Just let me know that youll be okay,"

I didnt think much of it just that she was being weird,

But then she left me so now im here,

As I notice my wet, tear stained face,

And my heart beating at a fast pace,

I closed my eyes and slit open my wrist,

And feeling the sudden pain I clenched my fists,

I cut again, again, and again until I couldnt move anymore,

Then without hesitation I fell on the floor,

I could feel my life slipping away and I knew that soon id be gone,

I then closed my eyes and thought that this was taking way to long,

I thought of my family and how they probably wouldnt miss me,

And then I drifted off into my sleep for all eternity.

I know im not a good poet but I did the best I could and honestly I dont know why I wrote this I guess I just felt like it but yeah, bye.

-Stay Strong.