April 5, 2015
I want to be alright but I don't know how to do that
I don't know how to be happy again or even smile anymore without anyones help
Why can't I be happy on my own?
I wish someone had the answer for my question because I want to be happy because I made myself happy, I don't want to depend on someone else for my happiness
For awhile now I've been wanting to smile and laugh like a normal person
Wanting my sadness to leave me and for happiness to come but nothing that I want has turned out
It seems like everything I expect never happens and what I never expect it happens
Maybe I don't have any luck and that's why everything goes bad for me
Maybe I'll always be messed up instead of being okay
~S.H.A.
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PoesiaThese poems come from my mind and my heart and tell the truth about what I actually feel.