Poems

Wanting to Be Okay

April 5, 2015

I want to be alright but I don't know how to do that

I don't know how to be happy again or even smile anymore without anyones help

Why can't I be happy on my own?

 I wish someone had the answer for my question because I want to be happy because I made myself happy, I don't want to depend on someone else for my happiness

For awhile now I've been wanting to smile and laugh like a normal person

Wanting my sadness to leave me and for happiness to come but nothing that I want has turned out

It seems like everything I expect never happens and what I never expect it happens 

Maybe I don't have any luck and that's why everything goes bad for me

Maybe I'll always be messed up instead of being okay 

~S.H.A.