If you won't love me I make you.

Shades of green

Y/n pov
I was staring at the cars moving the different shades of green.my eyes moving to a new tree.
We came to a stop at are new house a new life we'll not really a new life back home I didn't really have a lot of friends back home

I was the weirdo of the school I didn't care though a lot of people were scared of my gothic clothes and makeup it was fun to see people be scared of me.

I looked over to my parents they were look at a picture I Cannot see the photo but guess the way they were look at each other it was my sister she died only at a week old of course everyone thought she died of suffocation cause she was lying head in the pillows that how they thought she died....

I opened the door look at the house all of are box were already inside I turned to see my parents starting to get out.

I've always been impatient person my parents always complained about me being impatient but maybe I hated that they weren't impatient I've never had a strong relationship with any of my parents but the only thing we had incoming was that we all hated each other.

I got to the door opening it cold, golden handle swing it open I run up stairs to find my room

I found my room it wasn't a big room but not a small room the walls were a reddish black colour my bed was already there and was mad with a bunch of teddy's with x of eyes I always found it cool!

Looking at the box with my names messily written 'y/n' opening the box with a pair of scissors to see a poster of 'new kids on the block' grabbing the poster that had two bents at the end hang it on the back of the door and go back for the next poster 'queen'

Few hours later

I was so tried if putting poster up and putting all my clothes into draws I checked my clock it was the middle of the night I throw on a black big hoodie that I got for my 14 birthday last year and putting some boxers on from the men side I bought they were just nice to sleep in at night I hopped into bed soon falling asleep