addicts : jackgilinsky

vibes | 01

it's not the same.
she ain't you ,
you ain't her.

he ain't me ,
and i ain't him.

☢☢☢

" i dunno , i find
amy winehouses' voice
beautiful actually. "

" but you have to
admit lanas voice is just ,
well indescribable. "

she continued to
gush over lana del rey
as i admired her , her taste
in music being one of
the richest qualities to her.

her rich long , black hair
rested along her
mid black , slightly
swaying from side to side as
she continued completely
focused on the musical
topic.

her eyes lit up
with every word she
spoke , describing how much
she absolutely adored
and could never
get quite enough of lana.

her dedication intriguing
me more than i already was.

" but i mean ,
i don't really know.
that's just me. "

" hmm what about ..,
elvis ? you like him ? "

a smile spreading
across her face as she leaned
in closer , getting a bit more
comfortable.

" elvis , yes. you know ,
i really do adore
you're knowledge and
taste in music.
a lot of people don't seem
to understand that
there's more to music ,
more than just trap and rap
music. "

my smile widened
as i copied her actions ,
her way of staying everly
so humble
making me feel genuinely
happy for some odd reason.

☢☢☢

his arms rested lazily
along my waist ,
his head pressed down
against my stomach as
i continued to describe my day.

simple nods escaping
his plump lips as he occasionally
kissed my belly button for
' comfort '

" samuel. "

my voice continued
soft yet stern , an annoyed
groan escaping his lips
as he lifted his head
to face me ,

" what ? "

his tone being
clearly annoyed , the
feeling making me suddenly
uncomfortable.

his eyes immediately
rolling , seconds later he shot me
an apologetic smile ,
pretending as if he didn't just
do what he did.

" im sorry babe ,
im just tired. i love you. "

he placed a small ,
sloppy kiss upon my lips
before returning to his
original state ,
nothing new ; just the everyday routine.

' he always says that. '

☢☢☢

she continued to
wrap her arms around my torso ,
constantly planting
sloppy kisses against my neck ,
expecting me to return the
action.

her voice continuing
to ' moan ' my name as
she whined for me to pleasure
her , her hands
rubbing against me ,
continuing to make me quite
uncomfortable.

" madison , can you
please , not right now. "

a sigh escaped my lips
as she groaned in frustration ,

" but babe , "

" no madison , please
not today. "

she let out a huffed
breathe , laying
on top of me as she buried her
face into my chest.

" alright , i love you babe. "

she shot me a
smile , slowly kissing my lips
gently and ' romantically '

i let out a mental sigh ,
kissing her back for a
couple seconds before pulling away.

" i love you too. "

the sad truth being ,
i really didn't.

☢☢☢

sucky ? jes i know :(
it'll get better , i promise.

if you're confused let me
explain , first reading
was ,
vanessa and jack.

second ;
vanessa and sam. ( wilk aka daddy 👅 )

third ;
gilinsky and madison. ( beer )

it's basically telling , showing
their vibes when they're each
other vs when
they're with their
partners :(:

it gets better though ,
i promise.

thank you so much for 430
reads guys , this update
took awhile but i hope
you guys enjoyed.

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