Part One

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A/N:
This book talks about self-harm, abuse, SA/rape, ED, suicide. I will put a 'TW' before the chapter starts. Please don't read if it will trigger you. Enjoy the book :))

(This is my first book btw)


Y/n POV: TW

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I quickly turn my alarm off to not wake my dad in the next room. I start to get up when I notice how sore my arm was from last night. I sigh and get up to go to start my shower. I slowly make my way to my shower, I get the shower going and start getting undressed. I get into the extremely hot shower, it burns but in a good way. I slowly bring my arm to the water. It stings so much I thought I was going to pass out. I relapsed last night, I could handle it, the urge was too strong. My dad hits me a lot but only in the right places where none could see. Cutting myself is the only thing I can control, it's the only thing that helps. I get out of the shower and throw on a sweatshirt and sweatpants. I get downstairs and grab my backpack on the stairs. I got to the kitchen and decided to skip breakfast again, I have not eaten in five days. I just can't anymore, I just feel disgusted by myself. I head to the front door and I see my father passed out drunk on the couch. I head out the door and head to school. It's about a 15 minute walk from my house. My mom killed herself when I was four. After that my dad just got angry. It was just yelling at first, telling my I'm useless and I should kill myself. But then he just started hitting me and kicking me. One night when I was six years old he started touching me, in places no one else should. That went on for a couple of weeks till one night he went too far. He raped me. It hurt so much, he threatened to kill me if I told anyone. I soon arrived at school. I was almost to my locker when I heard a deep voice behind me.

"Excuse me?" A deep serious voice said from behind.

I slowly turn around to be faced with nine people, men and women all pretty attractive. I was a little scared at first but a smaller women looked at me and smiled and said

"It's okay we just need help to get to the gym" She said in a calm tone

"O-Oh y-yeah sure follow me please" I replied slightly still scared. While we were walking to the gym the smaller blond spoke up.

"I'm agent Jennifer Jareau but you can call me JJ if you like." Before I could speak she said " these are agents Hotchner, Prentiss, Rossi, Simmons, Alvez, and Dr Reid and Lewis."

"Oh I'm Y/n, you guys are agents? Like FBI agents?" I replied slightly confused

"Yes, We are from the Behavioral Analysis Unit. We study human behaviors and use that to catch killers." Dr Reid replied

"Oh that cool, anyway here is the gym" As I go to unlock the top of it my sleeve slightly rolled down exposing my scars. I unlock the gym and as I am about to leave JJ grabs my arm. I flinched and pulled my arm back fast, they all stared at me in shock.

"Y/n, what was that on your arms?" Agent Prentiss Spoke up in a careful tone. Almost like she was scared of me.

"Look it's nothing okay? I have to go to class now excuse me" I replied slightly more angry then I wanted to. Before anyone could say anything I walked away and headed to my first class. As I find my seat the intercoms turn on

"We have an assembly in the gym today before the second period. Your teachers will dismiss you. That's all, thank you."

"Great" I thought to myself. I knew it was something from the FBI, something with the agents I met. I was in mid thought when my teachers phone started ringing

"Okay, I will send her down. Y/n? Can you please head down to the gym?"

I just smile and nod and start heading down to the gym. While on the way to the gym these thoughts just raced through my mind "They saw my wrist. What if they call my dad?" "What if I get in trouble?" As those thoughts ran through my mind I reached the gym. I took a minute before I entered. I slowly entered the gym when I was faced with those Nine agents. Well seven agents and two Doctors. Three of nine the agents approached me at the door. Agents Prentiss, Jareau, and Hotchner. The others were in the back still preparing for the assembly.

"Hey Y/n, we just wanted to talk to you for a moment." Agent Prentiss spoke softly

"Agents I'm fine, I really don't need this. Whatever this is". I replied pretty annoyed

"We just want to talk, please sit." Agent Hotchner spoke while pointing to the bleachers

"Fine, but I know my rights. I don't have to talk to you" I spoke low but stern

The just nod. I slowly sit down when they surround me. I got overwhelmed and started to shake a little. They must have seen me shaking because they backed up a little. All of them just looked at each other before one of them spoke...

A/n:
First chapter please let me know how I did :)))

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