Saving y/n

Part Six

Y/N's POV: TW

We get into the car and head to JJ's apartment. We were about ten minutes on the road when JJ spoke up. "Would you like to play a song? We got like five minutes left." She asked not to take her eyes off the road. "Oh um sure" She nods and hands me her phone with Spotify pulled up. I think for a moment before I turn on "Sweater Weather by The Neighborhood" I put the phone down and start humming to the melody.

"And all I am is a man I want the world in my hands I hate the beach But I stand in California with my toes in the sand Use the sleeves of my sweater Let's have an adventure Head in the clouds but my gravity centered Touch my neck and I'll touch yours You in those little high waisted shorts, oh"

 
I hear JJ start to sing along. I smile to myself and continue humming.

"Oh, she knows what I think about And what I think about One love, two mouths One love, one house No shirt, no blouse Just us, you find out Nothing that I wouldn't wanna tell you about, no 'Cause it's too cold For you here And now, so let me hold Both your hands in the holes of my sweater. And if I may just take your breath away I don't mind if there's not much to say Sometimes the silence guides a mind To move to a place so far away The goosebumps start to raise The minute that my left hand meets your waist And then I watch your face Put my finger on your tongue 'cause you love to taste, yeah These hearts adore, everyone the other beats hardest for Inside this place is warm Outside it starts to pour Coming down One love, two mouths One love, one house No shirt, no blouse Just us, you find out Nothing that I wouldn't wanna tell you about, no, no, no 'Cause it's too cold For you here And now, so let me hold Both your hands in the holes of my sweater 'Cause it's too cold For you here And now, so let me hold Both your hands in the holes of my sweater Whoa, whoa, whoa Whoa, whoa, whoa Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa Whoa, whoa Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa Whoa, whoa 'Cause it's too cold For you here And now, so let me hold Both your hands in the holes of my sweater It's too cold For you here And now, let me hold Both your hands in the holes of my sweater"

The song ends as we park in front of her apartment. She just looks at me and smiles. "I didn't know you knew that song" I commented "Yeah it's one of my favorites" She replied unbuckling her seatbelt. She gets out of the car so I follow. She grabs my bag in the back and throws it over her shoulder. "Wait! Um, do you think I could carry it?" I asked, playing with my fingers. I couldn't risk her finding out what's in there. "Oh um sure here" She handed me my bag and we headed inside.

JJ's POV: 

I got out of the car and grabbed her bag out of the back. I was headed inside when I heard her yell. "Wait! Um. Do you think I could carry it?" She looked nervous. "Oh um sure here" I handed her her bag. "What's in the bag?" I thought to myself as we headed inside. I unlocked the door and we headed inside. "Sorry if it's a little messy" I apologized looking around at the empty takeout boxes. "It's okay this is very clean, well to me at least" She looked around in aw. I can't help but feel bad for her. I put my stuff on the counter and my shoes and coat on the rack. "You can place your shoes here if you like," I offered. "Oh sure it might take me an hour but nonetheless" She chuckled a bit and started untying her converses. "You know Spencer wears those as well, almost everyday." I chuckle a little. She cracks a smile at me and puts her shoes neatly on the rack. "Let me show you around." I look at her and she just slightly nods. "Okay so this is the kitchen, living room, and dining room. There is a reading area by the dining room table if you like reading." She just smiles and nods as I continue upstairs. "This is my room you can come in anytime you like, this is your bathroom, I have one in my room so this is just yours." She nodded and smiled again, still not saying anything. "And this is your room."

Y/N's POV:

"And this is your room." JJ said opening the door. I stare in shock. My old room was a mattress with chains, a nightstand, and a box to keep all my clothes in. My closet was full of tools my dad used on me. In JJ's house I had a bed with a bed frame, two night stands, lamps, shelves, and a small desk. "Wow" JJ looked at me and smiled. "I know it's a little plain but when you feel like it we could take you shopping." I smile and nod. Im just don't know what to say. "Y/n? Are you okay?" JJ asked, coming a little closer to me. "Y-yeah I just don't know what to say" I was slightly shaking it was just overwhelming. It feels like everything is moving too fast. "Y/n, you're shaking, what's going on?" JJ asked slowly, coming closer and closer. She reaches for my arm but I flinch and fall back. I ended up hitting my head against the wall. "Y/n! It's okay, it's just me JJ!" My eyesight was blocked by my tears. "JJ" I whimpered. "Yeah honey," She said sweetly. "Im o-okay I'm sorry I don't know what happened. I just think it just got overwhelming." She smiled softly at me. "It's okay honey but I think we should get your head checked out. You did hit it pretty hard." "No! Please no hospital!"  

JJ's POV:
"No! Please no hospital!" She cried. "Okay honey but why don't we ask if Reid could come over? He could check it out. I said calming. "I don't want to be a bother." She said looking down. I smiled softly. "You won't honey. Why don't you follow me downstairs and I will call him. Okay?" She just nodded slightly. I sadly smiled before we both headed downstairs. "Just sit on the couch and I will be right back. Okay?" I asked. I just wanted to make sure she was going to be okay. She looked very hesitant before nodding and sitting down. I walk off in my room to call Spencer.
"Hello?" Reid spoke from the other side of the phone. "Hey Reid, do you think you could come over and check out Y/n?" There was a moment of silence before he spoke. "Sure, is everything okay? He spoke as he grabbed his stuff. "Yeah I was showing her around and when we reached her room she just froze. I asked if she was okay and she just started shaking. Her eyes were watery so I tried to reach for her arm but she fell back and hit her head. She begged me not to take her to the hospital. After a few seconds she was fine." There was a long pause. "She could be showing signs of PTSD. I'm on my way right now. I'll be there soon." He said as he started his car. "Okay thanks by Reid." "By JJ." I hung up the phone and headed back downstairs. "Hey sweetheart, Spencer is on his way." I said but she was just staring off into space.

Y/N's POV:
I heard JJ coming back downstairs. "Hey sweetheart, Spencer is on his way." She spoke calmly and softly. I could hear everything but I was stuck in my thoughts. I kept thinking about my dad and everything that has happened. "Y/n? Can you hear me?" JJ asked as I snapped out of my thoughts. "Oh yeah sorry. I was just thinking." She slowly sits down next to me. "About?" I sigh I just didn't want to speak. "Is it okay if I don't talk about it right now?" I asked carefully. She nods "Of course honey" I was about to speak when I heard a knock at the door. JJ Noticed I flinched. "It's okay, it's just Reid." She soothed. I nodded as she went to open the door. She opens the door and Spencer walks in. "Hey Y/n, JJ said you hit your head. I just want to make sure you don't have a contusion. Do you mind If I take a look?" He asked, sitting down in front of me. I just nod. I just don't feel like talking. "Okay I'm just going to take a look and do a few tests." He asked slowly, reaching for my head. I don't react at all. I just feel numb.

 
JJ's POV:
"Okay I'm just going to take a look and do a few tests." Reid asked slowly, reaching for her head. She didn't even flinch. "Y/n?" I asked carefully sitting next to her. "I think she is dissociating." Spencer said while shining a light in her eyes. Poor kid. "Is she going to be okay?" I question lightly. "Yes, all good. I have no concerns for her other than her mental state. Has she opened up to you at all?" He asked, grabbing his stuff. "No, she said she doesn't want to talk about it." I replied walking him to the door. " I'm going to gather some information tonight and get it to you by tomorrow for the dissociation." He smiled lightly and headed out to his car. I waved goodbye and headed inside. When I looked over to the couch I realized Y/n was gone.

 
A/n: Thanks for the reads again if you have any suggestions or anything you can reach out to me <33