Cold hands, warm hearts ❄️dnf❄️

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Dreams pov:

Me and Tina have been talking for hours

Its 4am and i am telling Tina about my life before i met George

"Yeah uhm my parents never really paid attention to me they were always too "busy"...when my sister was born everything got even worse for me, it wasn't because of her it was because of my parents blaming me for everything she did, we had a bunch of nannies and babysitters but my parents still wanted me to take care of her...they didn't trust me well so they still hired some babysitters, so my childhood ended when she was born, i was only 6 and had to take care of a person while nobody took care of me, nobody paid attention to me nor cared, at least i had my friend Nick....but the worst thing out of all this is that when my sister grew up my parents immediately had no work or anything, so they showed and gave the love to her while i was looking at them from a corner, I don't know what i did wrong but i never felt comfortable with them, it felt like they weren't my parents...around 14 years old they like totally forgot i existed they went on a vacation to Italy and forgot to buy me a ticket...I wasn't really sad about it cause it wasn't surprising to me..so that's basically how my entire life was before i started modeling and moved out" i say almost falling asleep

"Oh Dream I'm so sorry" she says with watery eyes

"No its okay, now I'm finally free from them" i smile

She nods still with an upset expression

I stand of from the little couch we were sitting on and walk to George

I sit on the little chair and take his hand

Just by looking at him i already start crying, I didn't know I still had tears left in me

Tine comes to me and gives me a hug

"Its all gonna be okay" she whispers

She stands near George for a while and goes back to the couch

This feeling is so weird...

I feel like George is listening to us and wants to day something but can't

Tine falls asleep on the couch and i fall asleep on the chair

I open my eyes and see George looking at me with his beautiful eyes i missed so much

"George?" I whisper in disbelief

He just smiles and gives me a hug, i hold him so tight as the tears fall out of my eyes

I can't believe this.. George is up and he still has a chance to live his life

George lets go of me but I'm still holding him tightly not wanting to let go

I open my eyes and see George still lying in the bed with the beeping machines around him

It was just a dream...

Tears flood my eyes cause i thought he was already up because of the dream

I violently sob without stopping

I just want George back here with me..

I just want to hug him and kiss him and talk to him and just feel his presence

Anytime he might just wake up nut also he might...not make it